Am I?

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When I know, I'll change my name to Clarity.

Submitted: August 03, 2017

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Submitted: August 03, 2017

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Caffeine just hit my blood stream
possibilities are endless
I wish I knew what it all means
before I end up friendless

Pushing people away
everyone that cares
running after assholes
but life ain't fair

what the fuck is it all about
where's my skin going
leaving my mind in agony
cauterizing my empathy

The harder I try to find it
the farther I sink in
slowly enveloped, 
my selfishness seals me off

Questioning why and what
I'm so stuck up my own ass
my creative process?
a weak bullshit excuse
 
Disconnected, numbed to reality
I hope to find peace 
but end up fucking up his

The more he loves me,
the more I want to run
he reaches for me full of hope
nights back to back 
one withdrawn
one unloved

I"M SO FUCKING OVER ME
Why do I keep on talking
I need a cause to believe in
else I'll keep walking out

Ring on my finger like a shiny promise
feels like a thousand pounds
I don't want to be owned
unable to bail, unable to choose

Love frees, love constricts
i'm still searching, even while I'm here
I'm never really here

Better isn't here or there
What can I say or do
the fuck am I getting out of
or settling into


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