The Only Reason Why....

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Status: Finished  |  Genre: Gay and Lesbian  |  House: Booksie Classic

Submitted: August 06, 2017

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You know that one person you love so much you can barely breathe or be without them for so long. This is that… this is what I feel deep inside of me. I can’t stand to see him with someone else. It hurts and it burns me deep inside, a fire, a rage, anger…. I don’t call this jealousy this is love right? Because I deserve my spot next to him again…..? Right!? Well don’t just look at me you idiot speak to me dammit! I cut myself for him and I abuse myself for him because this is the love I have for him I will show him how much I love him. I remember when we first met. At a Best buy in German town, of course I was working and he was asking me the questions about a new Television he was looking to buy, so expensive…but he began to use his charm and flirt with me… How did he know? How did he know what I liked? How could he have told what I desire deep inside? I fell for him and like that we began to speak with each other on a daily. He gave me his number and the moment I had clocked out I called him just out of excitement its ok to do that right? He picked up and his voice smoothly flowed through the mic and into my ear and I crumbled in my car not even starting the ignition as I was the only employee in the parking lot at the 9 O clock hour. I start my car and began to leave the lot speaking with him over the phone as I drove down a highway to get home. I arrive home safely and still on the phone with him. I take a look at the phone and realize we have been on the phone for fifty minutes which is close to sixty meaning he enjoys talking to me because it’s almost been an hour… Why do I feel this way about him? What drew me to you… why do such emotions exist, why do I feel such existing emotions… 20 days past and I haven’t heard from him… I’m worried and I’m angry. What if he found someone else to talk to, what if he charmed someone else besides me… was I nothing but a thrill… THIS ISNT FAIR! I storm out the door of my home and notice his car in my drive way. Quickly I straighten up and he waves at me. I pretend I’m not glad to see him but I can’t help but walk closer to his car. He steps out and runs to me. My eyes widen and he hugs my waist and picks me up and spins in circles telling me that he misses me and that the hospital wasn’t a joke. I questioned him on it and he shows me 7 projectile wounds in his back. I don’t understand who would have done that to him and I asked my face feeling a bit warm he tells me his ex shot him for reasons unknown. He asked to spend time with him and spend a few nights at his place. I melted on the inside I know it’s been 20 days and we barely know each other but what if what we have is special. I rejected his sleep over offer but gladly accepted his outing. He took us to a nice seafood restaurant and told me to order anything I want off the menu….This isn’t happening is he truly the one for me? Is he really making up for the lost time? We ordered and I could do nothing but stare at him…lost in my thoughts of all the things I would let him do to me if I stayed those offered nights… I get horny thinking about it. His phone rang and I could only see one Letter which is C I didn’t really care much though because he was here with me and no one else. Our food arrived and he tips the waitress thanking her. He told me to open my mouth and my eyes widen but I had to quickly react before I showed any vulnerability to him. I quickly submit and open my mouth expecting something else it was only but a piece of lobster covered with butter. I let him know it was delicious and calmed my hormones down the rush that I felt was amazing… I quickly tried to bring up the sleep over he requested to me early making it not so obvious but he knew anyway so it was quite obvious… He explained what we would do and where I would sleep and I just took it all in waiting on him to say anything regarding sexual contact… The bill came around and he handed the waitress his credit as we waited he began to throw pick-up lines at me and I couldn’t help but smile and laugh. That warm fuzzy feelings feels so great but there was a slight mode of nervousness being that He and I would be alone. The waitress returns and we both up and get into his car and head back to my home so I could get my clothes and personal items he followed behind me and tapped my ass telling me to hurry so I began to speed up my pace collecting everything I needed from socks to shirts and hygiene items. Quickly I ran out the door and threw my things in his backseat forgetting to lock my door he walks to the passenger reminding me to lock it. I slowly got out and walked to my door and shoved the key in the lock and gave the lock its last twist… I jumped back in the car and we drove away. We arrive at his home and I collect my things from the back of his car and shut the door I admire his home being that he lived in Chickasaw gardens area which is a very beautiful place to live. He walked to his door unlocking it opening the door for me I stroll inside and sit my things down. He ask if I was thirsty or wanted a snack me kindly replying that he already has done enough and that maybe I should do something for him. He told me I’m fine and that I should lay back and relax and maybe call into my job. I told I would do so and so I did. I laid back on his couch and he came from behind turning the television on, then slowly kisses my neck telling me that he couldn’t wait to get me to himself. My soft moans made him aggressive… He walks around the couch and in front of commanding me to strip for him and I got nervous… so he took me by the hand and up the stairs of his home and into his room. He slowly closes the door behind us and looks me in my eyes telling me how beautiful I am and that I should be his forever… I felt so warm and shaky at the same time. My stomach dropped as he began to remove my shirt and pants. My body partially exposed to him due to my panties and bra he slowly removes my panties and tells me I have a beautiful dick and that it would be ashamed if he made me squirt so easy. He removes my bra and bends me over spreading my ass rubbing his thumb on my rectum I couldn’t help but moan for him. He begins to tell me that he should’ve know I was a virgin. He lets go of me and begins to remove his clothing. He takes me by the hand and leads me to his bed laying me down. He starts to kiss my tummy and works his way down soon me feelings his mouth on my cock. He licks it slowly but I try to push his head away because the pleasure was to great… but he forces my hands down and sucks my cock me only being able to watch and take it. Writhing in pleasure I moan softly trying to breath I feel a release and he stops and looks into my eyes and tells me my virgin juices taste nice and sweet. He lets my arms go and now I feel sleepy and drained he turns me around and spreads my ass pressing his thumb against my rectum asking me how I taste back there and all I could do was moan. Soon I felt his saliva and tongue against my rectum as he starts to lick it and penetrate my ass with his tongue I grip the sheets and cry out and moan loudly and tell him how good it feels. He starts to stroke my cock and eat my ass at the same time and my cum just shot from my body but he just kept going and wouldn’t stop making me cum three times before he let me go. I’m exhausted and he hasn’t had his fill yet he walks out of the room and into another room 2 minutes later he comes back with some rope and some lube. I knew what was coming next so I got up and bent over and he squirted lube all over my ass. He crawls into bed with a hard Cock and he pulls me on top so that I straddle him. I close my eyes as he grabs my waist and lowers me on eight inches of hard cock. I feel the head but it hasn’t went through yet. Two minutes passed and I feel him inside of me. My body quivers and there was no turning back. I began to ride his cock slowly my focus was on getting through the pain and to find pleasure my eyes slightly teared up as he stroked his cock deeper and deeper eventually making it all fit inside of me. The pain went away and it felt so great I began to ride his cock faster and faster and moaning louder and louder my only purpose was to please him to make him cum and fill my tight virgin boy pussy. Forty minutes into riding and he has filled my ass nine times he slowly pulls me up and lays me down opening my legs penetrating my tight ass more releasing one last load into my ass. He kisses me and tells me I’m a good girl and that I did pretty well for a virgin. He walks into his bathroom and runs a shower for me. I walk into the bathroom feeling warm cum leak from my ass dripping down my leg. I quickly jump into the shower and wash myself from head to toe. He jumps in with me and washes my back for me and shampoos my hair. He Turns the water off and grabs a towel off the rack of his bathroom and wraps me in it. I walked into the bedroom grabbing my pajamas dressing into them. He tells me that my pajamas are a cute while he changes into boxers and a t-shirt. We both lie down but he pulls me close into a snuggle and tells me he loves me. I passed out into his arms only to wake up the next morning in bed without him in it. I got out of bed and walked out of his room and downstairs but he was nowhere to be seen but I smelled something really good coming from the kitchen so I walked in that direction of the kitchen to see breakfast and a note telling me he was out getting things for the house. I smiled and jumped around in excitement and after breakfast I laid on the couch and watched romance movies and called my manager to ask for the schedule. My manager tells me he needs me in today so I told him I would be a bit late. My manager told me not to be too late and hurry. She hung up and He walks through the door with bags and flowers. He hands me the flowers and the bags telling me that there for me. I nearly passed out put I kept it together. I told him my manager needed me at work but he told me to quit and that he would treat me like his princess and that I wouldn’t have to move a finger ever again. I told him that I wasn’t so sure about quitting my job but he insisted so I called my manager and told her I quit. He then tells me to move into his home… I was trying to figure out what’s going on but I agreed to do it. That same day we got to move everything out of my home and into his. Three months have passed with great sex and him keeping his word treating me like a princess. He walked down stairs while I was on the couch watching movies telling me that he would be back later on so I just gave him a thumbs up and an I love you and he gave one back. I woke up on the couch from watching movies early on that and noticed that his phone on the kitchen counter. I didn’t want to feel like I’m invading his space but it was there… in my reach and he wasn’t here. So I grabbed it and swiped the screen unlocking it a text from his mother popped up saying how is your wife. I shut down and search the phone. My stomach slowly drops when I see a speed dial for his wife. I call it and she answers and replies hey babe! And I hang up and drop the phone my mind spins and my stomach turns the rage that fueled me. The memories of all that I did with and for him for the three months all the “I love you” that we told each other…I quit my job for him. I smiled with a twitching eye. I placed the phone in the same spot and sat on the couch waiting for his arrival. I put on a fake smile and turn on a nice soothing tune. It started to rain and thunder so I lit candles everywhere and threw the left over rose pedals from my Valentine’s day all over the floor and the bed. I dressed in some cute lingerie for him. I hear a door open from down stairs and his voice plus another male voice. The other male voice laughed and told him that she’s ready for us man. I whispered to myself laying seductively on the bed he was going to share me… I walk to the closet and grab the handgun from out the shoe box and load it and walk back to the bed and stuff it under the pillow. They both arrive in the door way four minutes later I turn my head asking if daddy brought a new play mate and he answers me with a yes sweetie daddy did…they both come closer to the bed and strip from their clothes but as they removed their shirts I drew the gun. I told them to both get on their knees. His friend began to panic and tried to run so I shot him in his back four times. He was unresponsive. I asked him calmly who is his wife and he told me that I could go to hell. So I shot him in his left leg and next will be his cock. I asked him again and he told me that his wife was my manager at best buy….. That’s who C was on his phone my manager… so I looked down at him and shot him in his face in the name of love and everything he took from me. His buddy was trying to get up so I shot him in the back of his skull and tossed the gun down the stairs and called 911…….the only reason why I did it was because I lost everything……………………


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