Unsure

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Status: Finished  |  Genre: Poetry  |  House: Booksie Classic

Submitted: August 08, 2017

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Hurt changes people it twist and bends them, I'm a different person than I was a year ago, 3 years ago, a day or even a hour ago because of it and at times I don't recognize my own reflection. The worst part is I still feel for you as I did when I met you years ago and I'm unsure if that makes something wrong with me. What stops me from feeling and moving on is the hopes, the maybes and the idea of one day it being me & you. I wonder if I'm just that messed-up because I do try to get over you and sometimes I "think" I'm doing well until my unfortunate memory serves it purpose and I remember. I remember the I love you, the hugs, the soft sweet taste of your lips, and life surrounding us, your healing warmth and smile. Then I remember your absence and the pain that is more than a memory. I don't trust it, The idea of love that is. It terrifies me now, putting your all into something or someone and not being enough, good enough or turns out they just changed their mind, that is enough to make me lose my mind. The thought of giving your all to someone and then they change their mind scares The Living Daylights out of me. I'm not perfect neither are you but still I try. The perfect person doesn't exist but if you find someone worthwhile and the love is real keep them, invest in them, take your time, work at it no matter what and watch you both flourish. Healing takes time,growing sometimes hurt but don't stop just because you're unsure of what's next.


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