Fear

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Status: In Progress  |  Genre: True Confessions  |  House: Booksie Classic
everyone has fear but this is an exaggerated description/ blurb of mine.

Submitted: August 26, 2017

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This fear is quite similar to falling off a swing and being fearful to get back on, theirs a saying to get back on the horse when you fall off but it's not that easy if getting back on has always just promised falling off again and believe me I wish more than anything that my mind would shut down and alcohol and pills can do that temporarily but what about in the long run, filling my brain with false images and false ideas of love is only a way of escaping my never ending loneliness I look for being wanted everywhere because of "depression" or at least that's what my therapist says, and maybe in some aspects she's right, but maybe it's just me looking for comfort from someone who wont make every thing such a big damn deal, I don't mean to lash out but I do and I hurt the ones I care for, and I am truly sorry for being such an ass hole to the majority of the people I meet, I hate myself so I don't blame you when you eventually turn and say you hate me, maybe I can find some relief in fake love that I built off of boredom and a lack of feeling wanted. How can you feel wanted when you don't even want yourself, this may sound strange but I value the life of a single person more than I value my own.


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