My insanity

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I am alone

Submitted: September 04, 2017

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Submitted: September 04, 2017



I have been having rough day, my head has been swirling, I have a massive headache. It happens every now and then, a lot more recently. I can feel the madness sleeping in like a black evil ink. Its like a disease threatening to take over my mind. When will I noticed that I not even me anymore, or maybe this was why was the whole time, maybe I was suppressing it hiding it and I'm just now starting to show my true colors. Scares me, not knowing his maybe one day awake up and not even know who I am. Then again how is that even any different from now. I don't know anymore maybe I never really knew. All I know is that there's this darkness inside me I really don't know what it is how to stop it or what it will do to me. All I can say is that I never asked for this and I never wanted it. Maybe one day someone save me, but for now I'm alone. Sometimes I think to myself maybe I meant to be alone, maybe this is how it's supposed to be, everyday I wake up and I think so myself I'm not where I belong but then again where do I belong until then I pray to whatever God is out there and hope that he's a good one and then he's on my side.

God save me...

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