anxiety

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Status: In Progress  |  Genre: Poetry  |  House: Booksie Classic


in this long poem you will learn to understand the concept of how anxiety works inside a childs mind, this will also include thoughts on depression and panic attacks.

Submitted: September 15, 2017

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anxiety

explaining my anxiety to my mother, a story of untold truths, the fright of getting out of my chair incase it squeeks. The thought of entering the wrong classroom and laughing it of like it's nothing then the panicking at the thought that im lost, so lost in thought of what people will say, so lost i forget how to walk, then i forget how to breath. im lost in a maze, no exit. The fear of bieng laughed at , saying thank you in panic as someone says sorry then staring at me blankly. when people stare my thoughts go wild, does my hair look okay? Am i okay? No, no im not. I'll be lost inside my head going over what happened today? I tripped in the corridoor, not a big deal right? Right?! Yes very very very big deal! who saw? Please say no one! Public Places! Yay! Not! So scared of what people will say, your with your family, oh you must be weak, your with your friends, oh you must be a chav. Anxiety, the fear to speak incase im wrong, the fear to stand in a hurry incase i trip, fear of going somewhere big and bieng late incase people stare with there judgy eyes. These fears may seem nothing but there enough to make my hands sweat, my heart race, and my breath to be limited. Im dying, the only thought running through my head, im dying, im alone, i need help. This leads me to panic attacks, my first? ages ago, my last? the other day. Having them?horrible, expalining them? slightly easier. Your heart starts to race, your mind goes wild, then, then comes the lighting, your breath is stolen easily by the click of someones fingers, then? on your second breath someones hand is wrapped round your throat clinging for there dear life never letting go until they thing your safe.


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