He came back into my life...

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Status: In Progress  |  Genre: Romance  |  House: Booksie Classic

He walked out of my life just as fast as he walked in

Submitted: September 27, 2017

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Submitted: September 27, 2017



He came back into my life when it felt like it was falling apart. 

It was February 2012 and my life felt like it was ending. My dad was slowly losing his battle with his illness and although we knew his time to go was near none of us wanted to believe it. He was also going through some personal things of his own. I text him and talked to him about almost everything(there are somethings I just won’t talk about). I was actually texting him the morning my dad passed away. He was the first person I told. He said he was sorry and kept texting me through out the day. He showed up to his services. He saw me at my lowest point. 

We had few ups and downs throughout the four years that we were together. I loved him. I was IN love with him. I still am. We went through so much together. Deployments(he was in the marines), death, late nights, video chats, staying up to talk to the other, then one day everything ended. I stopped getting replies to texts. He stopped calling... stopped answering my phone calls. He disappeared. Blocked me on Facebook and Instagram. Then out of no where he starts texting me again. 

I thought it was just a bump we had to go through. But come to find out he had a girlfriend. Not only a girlfriend, she moved in with him! She was living with him at the apartment I helped him set up. I was pissed. I texted him and confronted him. Told him I was done. I wanted him out of my life. He said he couldn’t do that. “I’d rather be anything to you than nothing at all”. I fell for it. I wanted to believe so bad that she was just a phase and he’d come back to me. Just one day he’d text me saying how dumb he was and if I would take him back...

But that never happened. We would text and talk but he would never talk to me about her. Every time I saw a text from him my heart would fall to my stomach and it would hurt so bad knowing he had someone else. About a year or so of this pain I finally decided that enough was enough. It wasn’t fair to me. It wasn’t fair to his now fiancé. So I typed out a long good bye text. 

In the text I told him how it was unfair and he walked away from me, I didn’t walk away from him. He walked away without an explanation or anything. I couldn’t live with the pain anymore so I had to cut him out of my life. I got no reply he didn’t say anything. I cried myself to sleep that night. I blocked him on everything I wasn’t already blocked on. I have to look forward to my future and not to the past. It’s the only thing I can do.

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