Unwanted

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Me too.

Submitted: October 27, 2017

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Submitted: October 27, 2017

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I needed help,

I asked you,

I wanted knowledge.

 

You seemed nice,

You appeared smart,

You smiled politely.

 

We became friends,

We figured problems,

We marched through.

 

But you changed,

You sat close,

I didn't notice.

 

It felt normal,

Until it wasn't,

You weren't platonic.

 

You touched me,

Silently I screamed,

Ignoring you failed.

 

My boundaries ignored,

You've hurt me,

You're not friendly.

 

My body refused,

I didn't say,

It's my fault.

 

I needed help,

There's no other,

Failings no option.

 

You abused me,

Yet I'm guilty.

It is ironic.

 

I am scared,

I am unhinged,

I am affected.

 

Am I more?

Am I deserving?

Am I worthy?

 

I feel death,

I feel broken,

I feel repulsive.

 

Suffering with silence,

An impossible choice,

You're a threat.

 

I'm delicately balanced,

I am toppled,

I'm very unsettled.

 

I go insane,

I wonder how,

I prepared better.

 

Yet you felt,

You know better,

You did anyway.

 

I will cry,

I will conceal,

I will control.

 

Now I sit,

Now I ponder,

Now I waver.


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