i love you but i'm not in love with you

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I don't know what's worth.. Losing feelings for someone you once loved or having that special person lose feelings for you, i have been through both.

Submitted: October 30, 2017

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"I love you but i'm not in love with you" I have heard from so many people who were either the sending or the receiving side. I don't know what's worth.. losing feelings for someone you once loved or having that special person lose feelings for you, I have been through both.

Having that special person lose feelings for you.

"Have you ever felt like you don't know what's going on anymore. The feeling of emptiness, the feeling that no one understands you anymore. Seeing someone lose interest in you is probably one of the worst feelings ever. I remember feeling like I wanted to take everything back from him -my touches, my kisses , my love, my loyalty , myself. I was feeling fucking disturbingly empty. I just wanted to take everything that I have given him, back. I never understood that quote "If they ask you about me , tell them she was the only person that loved me with honesty, and I broke her." Untill that day, when I realized that our "forever" had an expiration date and that our numerous "I love you's" hadn't meant a thing. I just want you to know that you were the first person who broke my heart. For the rest of my life, you will always be the one who hurt me the most, don't forget that.

losing feelings for someone you once loved.

As much as I want it to be over, I'm still holding onto him, he's been a big part of my life, I don't know what to do or how to feel. "I love him but I don't love him" it's something about no longer feeling the same way that I use to, but I don't want to lose him , I've never been so scared of losing someone like I'm now. Being alone with your feelings is the worst because you have nowhere to run. They're dancing in your mind and all you can do is handle, I've never felt so alone like I'm now, It's so much easier to act like none of this matters and pretend to wear a smile than to confess, I can't pretend it doesn't hurt anymore, when it hurts. I hurt him , I hurt him so bad I saw the sadness in his eyes, I didn't know what to say,I didn't know what to do, the sadness in his eyes stole all the words from me, It's crazy because we try to hide our feelings but we forget that our eyes speak , I didn't mean to hurt him. But that time I was sure , we weren't meant to be together, perhaps one day we will meet again as characters in a different story. Maybe we'll share a lifetime then.


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