Forced to unlike me

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Status: Finished  |  Genre: Romance  |  House: Booksie Classic


Forced love rejection upon fake extra-marital love.

Submitted: November 03, 2017

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Submitted: November 03, 2017

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Once up on a time in a near by land I fell for a girl that ended up rejecting me with all her being while at the same time kept me around to make her feel loved without even realizing it... I think...
The girl was thought to be in love with a married man who was clearly using her for her body which was visible to any third party expect for her.
And so she kept on hoping and longing for his love for years now and years to come.
Me? I just kept on hoping and loving her even with all the continuous rejections.
I guess I'm hoping the she finds the love in her that I've been feeling all this time... I know she once or twice briefly but trully loved me. I've felt it in her kisses.
Once in a train station I've longed to kiss her but tried to wait for the right time until it became too late and had to leave so she hoped on to the train.
Finding no other moment available I called to her and as she turned I wrap one of my arms around her while holding to the entrance with the other and deeply kissed her as she did the same. She finally let her defences down, wrap herself around me and kissed me back. When we parted ways the train was already starting to move so I jumped out and we starred at each other while it drove her farther and farther away from me..
The next day she showed herself distant and the rejection intensified...
But my pain and sorrow also grown stronger and I want to move on. I have to! If not for myself than at least to respect myself.
She is the one I loved and still love the most so far in my life but that must change and my goal now is to free myself from this love and find a new stronger love. Not because it is what I really want but rather because of what I must do to honor her wish, choice and rejection and also to find my own happiness in someone arms that would love be back.


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