Our Curse

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Status: In Progress  |  Genre: Romance  |  House: Booksie Classic

Chapter 1 (v.1) - Before Everything

Submitted: November 07, 2017

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Submitted: November 07, 2017



Growing up I had my whole life planned out. From how my matric dance dress will look to how my graduation dress will look like. How my wedding dress will look and how many children I would have and what I would name then.

I mean this is what we all did right?

I believed in a "Happily-Ever-After", believed in trusting someone with your heart, giving them everything (your body and soul), entrusting someone with your happiness and being commited to making someone happy. I believed in loving and being loved.

But now I know better, Love is a shame! People who claim to live each other, hurt each other in the name of life. People say love is what reminds us what we are still alive and the pain that comes with it is what makes us stronger but to me that's just pure bull.

Anger, bitterness and hatred are what made me stronger, my driving force. My pain was my motivation.

We all have expirienced physical pain as well as emotional pain but some more than others. Some of us know what it feels like to be beaten for something you had no control over. To have the biggest smile on your face in front of everyone but inside, behind the façade, be bleeding with scars carved deep into my bones.

Some secrets are best kept hidden but some cause catastrophic events by just being hidden. No secret is buried forever, they have a way of coming out.

Have you ever been forced to grow up before time, forced to live in this cruel world and forget about Hannah Montanna and Spongebob? To live a life of a grown up and protect those close to you when you're just a teenager?

They say if you haven't forgiven someone then you can't move on with your life. It's like you're dragging an anchor. They say forgive them even if they don't need to be forgiven. Forgive them not for them but for yourself, but that's easier said than done. To forgive takes real strength, it takes real courage.

Have you hatex someone so much that it's eating you inside? Eating up who you used to be, taking your innocence, turning you into someone you never vowed to be, a monster with no care in the world.

No matter what these people say out here, all I know is if you hurt me then you'll get what's coming to you! I don't forgive and I don't forget!

There's a story behind every angry, bitter woman and this is my story...

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