Confessions of the broken hearted

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Status: Finished  |  Genre: Romance  |  House: Booksie Classic

Submitted: November 15, 2017

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Submitted: November 15, 2017

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I suppose it's time I wrote things down, 

Confessed everything I know, 
Lets start with confession one,
I liked you a lot, had fallen so hard for you in such a small amount of time, I suppose that was my own fault, I shouldn't have got so involved or invested in your life, I set myself up to fall. 
Confession two,
You really hurt me that day you ended up, ripped the comfort blanket straight from beneath my feet, yet I still think about you, there is not yet a day so far that you haven't crossed my mind, I don't want to think I'd take you back, not now, but truthfully I would, how stupid of me. 
Confession three, 
I want to make you jealous and wish you had never decided to leave me, I want to do everything I know you like and let you see, end up on your knees, begging for forgiveness. 
Confession four, 
I want to get over you, but all I keep doing is re-reading our old messages and questioning what happened, one day we were fine and then you just decided over night that you were no longer interested, that I was boring and you'd drifted away. 
Confession five, 
I know there is someone else, that you didn't tell me the full story, did you think it would hurt less to lie? That's your mistake, i'm not as stupid as you seem to think, something happened that night everything changed, and I think you ended up with someone, someone lured you and took your interest away from me. 
How silly of you, to throw away a diamond and replace it with a pebble, how silly of me to think I was worth keeping, worth the time and effort, worth your affection. 
Confession six, 
I keep blaming myself as you can see, when really I know it was you too, you for leading me on for months, then changing your mind and breaking me to pieces. You became such a necessity in my life that now you're gone it's empty, but it's what you wanted, now I hope you feel empty too and realise what a mess and mistake you have made. 
Confession seven, 
I miss you. There I said it, after everything I miss you, miss your wit, and your inappropriateness, your humour and your nerd-ing out. I miss us. 
Confession eight, the last one, 
I know that soon you will be a distant memory, bitter sweet, and maybe a friendship can come out of this one day, when all the hurt and pain subsides. So I wanted to thank you, for what you did do for me, for some part of my life I felt loved and confident and wanted, you showed me that it's okay to be myself and that I should be proud to be weird and wonderful. Thank you for the days we did spend together, all them happy moments, full of cuteness and love. Thank you for ending it when you didn't want me anymore, thank you for not stringing me along while you found someone else. Thank you for being you, thank you for letting me be me.


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