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Status: Finished  |  Genre: Non-Fiction  |  House: Booksie Classic

I don't know. Something happened and I got super depressed so I wrote this. There's no edit on this sht, so yeah, I hope it's not just a mess of words I pulled from my head.

I just wanted some peace and quiet. I just want a serene atmosphere to be, somewhere with no artificial sounds or TV or cell phones. Somewhere with nobody's talking like their in a mall or shouting at each other. Somewhere where no one will bother me, where I can focus and do what I want without someone watching me. This is all I want why can't you understand?

I don't hate you. It's not that I wanted to get you out of my life. I'm not pushing you away, believe me. It's just I get uncomfortable when someone is around. It's just that when the stars shine at the sky and the town is silent, I want to be alone and just let myself drift into this tranquil atmosphere.

I love you, believe me. You're something I care about and I'm happy you're in my life. So please don't be mad when I distance myself from you. When I sometimes go to places without telling you, just me, alone.

The silence to me is just like a drug that gets my mind going. When I get to the there side and leave you, sometimes I think it's probably my fault. I made you mad because of my desires...but, I can't help it. I'm sorry. So please just bear with me, no matter how alone I get. I love you, remember that.

Submitted: November 18, 2017

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Well.. Is he gonna kill himself? What's with the romantic suicide note?

Tue, November 21st, 2017 11:55am


Damn, the sad truth is that this is relatable....

Tue, November 28th, 2017 3:28pm


Hey! Thanks for reading hahaha. Yeah, that's sad

Tue, November 28th, 2017 3:55pm


This is very good writing here. I can totally relate to this. Sometimes to u just want to separate yourself from the world, alone with your own thoughts, with no distractions.

I really enjoyed this writing. It was very well written as well.

Fri, December 22nd, 2017 11:51pm

Kathrina Csernis

This was really good, and nice short read. I loved it, although it was kinda sad, and relatable. I liked the suicide note part, gave me a romeo and juliet vibe haha but yeah, I loved it, great work as always cx

Sat, December 30th, 2017 4:00pm


Hey! Happy you stumbled upon this haha. It's really kinda like that, I'm so depressed when I wrote this hahaha. So, yeah, glad you liked it!

Sat, December 30th, 2017 3:46pm

Raven Akuma

*sheds tear* wow, this is such a well-composed piece. I love the theme. It's so relatable, and it really speaks to me.

I find it amazing how it only takes four paragraphs to tell such a deep-seated story. The words you use, and the way you deliver the message...
Sorry, nerding out...anyways, good job.

Sun, January 28th, 2018 4:15am


Hey! Haha, thanks for reading! I'm glad you like it.

Sun, January 28th, 2018 12:17am


It is nice but sad. Everyone wants that silence. But is that 'you' The world or the person himself?

I really liked it. It is really sad for some reason.

Fri, February 2nd, 2018 6:02am


The one speaking is me, and 'you' refers to someone I love. Ohoho, cheesy af. Hahaha, anyways! Thanks for reading haha, I'm glad you like it.

Fri, February 2nd, 2018 2:26am


Well written. If I wrote my thoughts online, It'd be to dark no one could see it . So points for courage.

Fri, August 17th, 2018 11:42pm

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