I Hate Myself

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I Hate Myself...

Submitted: November 23, 2017

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“I Hate Myself”

 

I still love

her,

today

I really hate

myself

I hate

that I have to

force myself

to admit it

not being able

to say

I still love

her

it just

wasn’t going to

work out,

but I can’t

on the days

I do say it

out loud

in the presents

of no one

but myself

those are bad

days

days when I

can’t hide my

feelings behind

some type of

rock or cover

so I can lie

to my face

in the dark

and pretend

that I really

don’t care,

I hate myself

for still loving

her

for not learning

from the pain

to keep thinking

the meaning

of her words

“I don’t love you”

might some how

change

if I don’t think

about them

for a long while

I hate myself

for wanting to

believe that

for not being

able to accept

the truth

and move on,

but I still love

her

I wish

with all my

heart

that I didn’t

but I do

and I hate

myself for that…

 

Tom Allen…11-21-2017…


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