I May As Well Lose You Too

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taken from my book, "Does It Bother You Much?"

Submitted: December 21, 2017

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I May As Well Lose You Too

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I have to surrender to losing you

That's just what I have to do

Watch you leave my world

And let it smash me to bits

Because I just can't court you

It's too inappropriate

I feel like the stupidest dumbshit

You make me feel retarded

No fire in your heart

__has ever started

Like the fire in mine

So "farewell"

"Goodbye"

You'll never be mine

I don't fit in your life

If only this could be

__a nightmare

____and not reality

I would wake up in your arms

And know ev'rything is right

But this is reality

You'll never be with me

And I cringe at the near thought

Of what it will be like

When you're no longer in my life

And are far away from me

But the truth can't be stopped

You are not my love

But it just doesn't stop me

From feeling what I feel

As if my feelings were real

I know I am just stalking you

Whenever I text you

I think of deleting your number

To save myself from

__whatever it looks like

____when I text you

And what harm would it do?

I'd still have your card

And I could save my face

Which, in result

Would save my ass

You already don't want me

__to text your ass

So I'm gonna force myself

__to do this

As soon as I can

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12-14-'17 #2

D. L. Cannon


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