I Officially Broke

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It is another late night for me...as I browse my google drive account, I come across this document. I don't remember when or why I wrote this but here it is...I guess this is a side of me that
people don't often see and can be a clear example of what happens when my emotions take over. I didn't edit it whatsoever so this is raw content.

Submitted: January 06, 2018

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I officially broke

Listening to Married Life

Hearing your voice over the phone

The lovely memories you’re making

Which makes me jealous for an odd reason

Because I’m not there to make those memories with you

I miss being with you and getting to see you down the hallways at school

I miss having you walk me to class

I miss having you over for late night movie dates, for jam sessions, for stupid card games, or for just the enjoyment of your company

I have felt distant from you for the past couple of days and I don’t understand why

I don’t want to hold you back or have you miss me but then I do

I don’t want you to miss these amazing opportunities but then I do

Then it’s just me being selfish

I have had all these emotions bottled up within me

I kept telling myself that things will work out and they are

But my emotional state says otherwise

I finally broke that bottle and my chest feels like someone is squeezing my heart

I feel like my eyes won’t stop composing these tears


 


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