Enough

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Status: Finished  |  Genre: Other  |  House: Booksie Classic


Loneliness. It’s all about the senses.

Submitted: January 26, 2018

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I can’t hear you any more. You are too far away now. For a long time I could hear you singing as you walked away from me. Now all there is is the wind soughing in the trees and that’s such a sad sound that I go inside and shut the door. I run my fingers over the smooth planed wood of the table and imagine it’s your skin under my hand. The dog lifts her silky head and catches my tears in her fur, standing patiently as I cry out the hurt of you leaving.

 

I mustn’t do this. I must not. I scrub my hands over my hot cheeks feeling the wetness with my fingertips.

 

What a mess. What a lonely mess. All I can hear now is my own breathing. All I can feel now is the cold lump in my chest where I used to have a heart. All I can do is bury my face in your pillow and inhale the smell of your frost crisped hair. 

 

It has been the most part of a day now and the sky is tinted as red as my blood. I am so frozen that I do not even hear the opening of the door, I do not feel the cold breath of wind against my hot cheeks, I do not sense another person coming to stand behind me. It isn’t until a pair of arms comes around me from behind that I think I start to breathe again.

 

I turn and hide my face in the prickly wool of your jumper.

“You came back.” The creaky scratchy little voice barely sounds like me.

Your calloused palms cup my face, and I see the tears on your cheeks as I feel them on my own.

“I belong here,” you say, and the sky no longer smells of blood, and the dog goes back to her basket.

 

I feel in my soul that you will manage to leave me one day. But not today. And that’s enough.


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