Because I Sure The Hell Ain't Dyin'

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taken from my book, "Does It Bother You Much?"

Submitted: February 21, 2018

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Because I Sure The Hell Ain't Dyin'

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She's ruined my life

She's burned me good

She makes me wanna never live anymore

I knew this was how I was gonna feel

I knew this was why I always avoided

Telling a woman how I feel

But I didn't know it make me

Wanna kill her instead

I never knew I'd rather kill a girl

Than tell her I "liked" her

When I even had proof

That she didn't want me to

When I had solid evidence

That I wasn't even her type

When I knew for a fact

That that was not what she wanted to hear

Now she doesn't want me near her?

Who the fuck is her?!

FUCK HER!!!!!

KILL HER TOO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I WANT THAT BITCH DEAD!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

She has no RIGHT to hate on me!

She's the one who told ME!!!!!

How's that prying into their business

If thee only one I spoke to about it

Was the guy she was talkin' about

__in the FIRST FUCKIN' PLACE?!?!?!?!?!

Well

Maybe she didn't want him to know

__that she told me

Damn.....

.....I guess I really fucked up

It makes me wanna die

But I can't

__because I haven't wrote and published enough

I can't kill myself

I just wish we'd never see each other again

Because I don't wanna see her ever again

And I know she doesn't wanna see me either

Even if I already have apologuised

It's still not right

What I did was not right

I can't even forgive myself

So I know she doesn't forgive me

I hate her

I just want her to die

Move away

Something!

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02-20-'18 #2

D. L. Cannon


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