Mute Protest for a Dead Love

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Status: Finished  |  Genre: Romance  |  House: Specific Nonsense LLC


A letter of things I want to say to someone. I want to laugh at this later

Submitted: March 24, 2018

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I thought we were going to spend the rest of our lives together. I am still torn, but far less so after our last failed attempt. 

We are both at fault; I feel this time I am moreso. I know we are both in an emotional state. I can't tell the difference between mistakes and fate; I feel better knowing it's over. For months of us not speaking a part of me thought we could make it work... We talked about it ending but we never said it was over. I feel so relieved to not be living with that feeling any more. I still can't believe it's over; we were engaged! I still doubt how serious you were. It's cool; I know I can be difficult to take serious at times.

I want to tell you we can make it work still. I know if I did you would try; I am beyond certain I could convince you. Do I want to spend the rest of my life with you? I was ready and I could see us being so happy soon, but we built a wall in the last turbulent months before I left. Whilst unable to speak properly and stressed out about the environment; we colored eachother as the poison. I can't be certain what is right or wrong any more. 

I do wish I had told you "I still want to spend the rest of my life with you, I just feel very frusturated" the night of our argument. I know with time itll be great. I had gotten so used to falling out of love easily that I am stumbling on this one a bit. I think there's a saying, "time wins in the end?" If not thats mine. google says maybe


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