Pain

I remember those days when life was so simple , i didnt have a. Worry in the world. Now everything i touch turns to ash, everytime i fall for someone they hurt me. Every bad thing always happens to me. I guess its bad luck . feels like im cursed. To me i never knew what love was and i never will .love doesnt exist. Ive been abused . ive been hurt so many times. Everytime i close my eyes i want to die. I just dont want to live anymore. I never will be happy and i have accepted it .no one will ever want to be with some one who has gential herpes. Each day i wake up in tears asking god to please take my soul because im ready to go. I use to be happy now all i wanna do is cry . im not sexy im fat ugly thats the reason why ill always be single. All im good for is sex. Im not attractive. I am fat. Nobody will ever want me. I am not important .i am not skinny enough i am not worthy. I am a mistake.