damaged, struggles, heartache, love, pain
Table of Contents
Discouraged
Reaching out for you and you’re not there.
I tried to pull you through the darkness, tried to give you purpose, show you some light... Read Chapter
Token
I knew you couldn’t be trusted after the first time.
You came home apologized and made it up to me saying “sorry, ill never do it... Read Chapter
12/10/17
The feelings of being used and abused
Feelings of never being good enough
An addiction so crucial it only makes you want to commi... Read Chapter
Paralyzing
Its paralyzing. You paralyzed me.
Refused to let me grow.
The only choice was to let you go.
Instead I let you take control. ... Read Chapter
Poison
I knew you were poisonous, but I wanted to believe.
Something as beautiful as you, could only benefit me.
When we touched our sou... Read Chapter
Betrayed
How could I let myself fall?
How could I let myself down?
Its all my fault I allowed you in, into my heart, into my ho... Read Chapter
If Only
Wish I would’ve told you how important you were to me.
Wish I could have expressed how thankful I was that the two of you met.
... Read Chapter
Way Back
I used to do this to get back what I once lost in that fire, as I met other people I realized that stuff
was gone foreve... Read Chapter
12/15/14
Maybe it was all a lie.
Just an easier way to say goodbye.
Maybe he couldn't stand to see me cry.
Ho... Read Chapter
After the abuse
I’m a little deranged, I’m in eternal pain.
I’ll never be the same. I’m a bit more confused.
Wondering what to do, was th... Read Chapter
Because I loved you
Because I loved you I forgot who I was.
Because I loved you I neglected my intuition, my heart, and my mind.
Because I loved you ... Read Chapter
Blind
when she needed you the most, when you should’ve held her close, you pushed her away.
You never knew the right words to say.
Sh... Read Chapter
Cherish Her
A woman’s pain is endless, it seems.
So many abuse the hearts of women which ruins them, and destroys their everything.
Abusing... Read Chapter
Choices
It wasn't meant to be, you only settled.
Afraid no one else would love you more or even at all.
Seeing the chan... Read Chapter
Dead End
When your whole world comes to an abrupt halt.
Everything around you is still in motion,
But you're froze Stuck in that mom... Read Chapter
Death
Death ! Oh Death, my lovely friend.
I think of you from time to time.
Sometimes wondering why I never made you ... Read Chapter
Depression
Pain so deep it can't be pinpointed.
So bad you could see it with just one frown.
So bad you feel under, when ... Read Chapter
Effect
She was so beautiful.
As soon as she came into my life, every other problem disappeared.
She was my new proble... Read Chapter
Fear
We fear being alone.
We fear never having a love to call our own so we hold on.
We fear not having someone to share everything wi... Read Chapter
Goodbye
You said you thought I was what you wanted.
I thought you were what I needed.
Could never be precise, you were ... Read Chapter
Helpless
A coward is what you are. A nobody dying to feel like somebody. Incapable of making a difference in your own life so you're&nb... Read Chapter
Think about you
I think about you night and day.
I think of you in every way.
My reason for thinking of you: I'm addicted to yo... Read Chapter
The Suicide
I tried to stop him, but he overpowered me.
He said his life wasn't worth living, said hehad no destiny.
The extent to which he h... Read Chapter
The story of abuse
He was far more damaged than she could imagine. She was light and he was darkness. He hated his life and everything in it. The... Read Chapter
The End
Blow after blow
Knocking me to the floor
"b****, wh***,sl**"
As I ball up in fetal position
... Read Chapter
State of mind
My heart's pounding
My body's not moving
Blood's rushing, thoughts racing, time is wasting
I'm runnin... Read Chapter
Sometimes
If ? ?I could take it all back, I would.
The cheating, the lies, the heartache.
The horrible words and thoughts but mainly all th... Read Chapter
She Left
She left...
Sitting on the edge of the bed, contemplating all the time we shared, the memories we created.
It w... Read Chapter
Ruined
Heart broken
Tear soaken
Love stolen
Sweet, sweet kisses
&... Read Chapter
Ready
In a candlelit room, with music lightly playing in the background, she writes,
as tears roll down her cheeks.
T... Read Chapter
Reflection
I see her.
I can't quite make out her face.
She appears trying to send me a message.
Something is wrong, something jus... Read Chapter
My type of peace
The way I find my peace is not in mankind.
I stare out windows, look into skies, watch stars and admire the rain.
... Read Chapter
Past
You're nothing more than a chapter of the past.
Feelings I thought I would never have, love I thought would fo... Read Chapter
Mistreated
He beat her, lied to her and mistreated her.
She was a fool, a sucker for love, so she held on believing what was wrong c... Read Chapter
Love Is..
Two people who believe in each other
Two people who fight for each other
Two people who will st... Read Chapter
Infatuated
Basking in his essence
Enamoured with his presence
Captivated by his touch
Engulfed in his embrace
... Read Chapter
Infidelity
Being cheated on is one of the worst feelings you could possibly feel. It makes you feel bi-polar. It's like one minut... Read Chapter
Hidden Beauty
Staring at the sky amazed at the stars.
A blackish blue color, bedazzled with white shiny dots.
A lot of things... Read Chapter
Recovery
It's been years since I've seen her, felt her, tasted her, smelled her conniving scent.
Do I miss her I would... Read Chapter
Zombie
How can I be alive but yet feel so dead.
I'M so empty inside I have nothing left to give anyone.
My smiles are... Read Chapter
Unsure
I lost so much of me on this journey.
I tried collecting all the pieces.
The pieces I wa... Read Chapter
Worthless
You stripped me, tore me down, used and abused me.
Put me behind a display window and let everyone see my core.
... Read Chapter
With You
With you I feel loved and it makes me happy.
It’s you that I want I feel in my heart no one else would be right fo... Read Chapter
Words
Words said, lies told over and over again.
Heart stolen but mainly broken.
Love……
Words said, lies told.
Saying “I&... Read Chapter
7/30/17
With each touch, that was one less breath for me.
Is this really worth it ?
Me dying, just so you can live.
When ... Read Chapter
Played
Gamed me so good, lies was all he told.
Took my heart and broke it time and time again.
I watched myself fall.
I felt the rhy... Read Chapter
False love
I believed in you when the whole world gave up on you.
I loved you when it was hard to even find a good enough reason to.
I trust... Read Chapter
Fooled
Thought the heart knew what it wanted. Obviously, it can’t be trusted.
Plenty of times my mind has said no, while my heart told me ... Read Chapter
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