I Feel So Desperate

I Feel So Desperate

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What a weird weekend

Such funny faces

In such a funny place

Met a lot of people

But still had no game

I didn't get to go home with any one

So I didn't get to fuck like they all did

It'll be a while

Before I'm there again

I guess I'm supposed to live a long life

'Cause God hasn't given me my love yet

I don't know why He's making me wait so long

Does He expect me to do this on my own?

All I can do is piss and moan

It feel as though He will not help me with this

Though I know He's helped me with ev'rything else

Or I wouldn't be here, clean, like this

I guess since I can't afford love right now

That He's only looking out for my best interest

But couldn't He lighten my budget?

Well, I guess the future's supposed to do that

I just wish I didn't have to wait that long

'Cause I want her now

I understand this is why men get jobs for

But I couldn't get a job to save my own life

I need something

Or some one

To replace having a woman in my life

But a woman is irreplaceable

Isn't she?

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04-02-'18 #1

D. L. Cannon