restless nights

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Status: Finished  |  Genre: Poetry  |  House: Booksie Classic

I'm breaking;
I can't be fixed.
I'm missing,
But I won't be missed.

Still shaking
From what I fear.
I can't let you in,
So don't come near.

I guess you're right;
I'm way too thin,
And I'm fighting a battle
That I'll never win.

I have so many flaws;
I don't know where to start
From my messed up hair
To my messed up heart.

So what's the point
To continue to fight?
When my restless days
Turn into restless nights.

This life hasn't been fair.
I can finally tell
That nobody cares,
And it hurts like hell.

I still don't understand
What was God's cause?
Why did He put me on earth
With all of my flaws?

Was I born just to die?
Am I part of a plan?
Made to finally see
That I won't die old.

I don't know how to live.
I have nothing to gain,
And all I want from you
Is to end all my pain.

I'm losing sight 
Of what I've already seen.
I'm losing my grip,
And I'm barely thirteen.


Submitted: April 15, 2018

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I can relate..with every word..and more unsaid

But be strong, the darkest of nights have ended, wait look the sunlight will dawn beautiful and sparkle your eyes with love

Sun, April 15th, 2018 7:17am

tom mcmullen

Well expressed!

Sun, April 15th, 2018 9:22am


If there's any truth to this, keep writing it out. It helps to control the pain. If there's not, you did a good job with the writing.

Sun, April 15th, 2018 4:44pm

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