heartbroken

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Status: In Progress  |  Genre: Romance  |  House: Booksie Classic


being heartbroken sucks, especially when you were so deeply in love. i hope ppl see this and realize how much you can hurt someone.

Submitted: April 23, 2018

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Tonight I went to one of the first places you took me behind holy family church up on the hill. The view was still as amazing as it was when I saw it with you, but I wasn’t being held in your arms, and I didn’t feel any love. I felt emptiness. Now that’s all I feel, besides sadness. I should hate you for doing this to me, randomly breaking up with me and breaking my heart bc you’ve had a few bad days. And now because of you I don’t think I’m okay. How am I supposed to be okay without the person that was there for everything, that held me when I slept, that kissed me ever so lightly on the forehead, that always told me I was beautiful and how much he loved me? Tell me how I’m supposed to randomly be okay without that person. I had so much planned for us, so much.  Your mom even asked me to go to your cousins lake house in New York, and you have no idea how much I’d been looking forward to it , I guess until now. I’ll never forget visiting lbc and seeing your game, I was so nervous watching you pitch bc I know how much your era meant to you. You had a great game and I couldn’t have been more proud of you, but you could’ve gone out there and walked every single person and that wouldn’t change anything for me, because I was so in love with you and so proud that I got to call you not only my boyfriend, but the love of my life. I guess that love was only one sided. Because of you I now cry when I think of you, often when I am driving. There are so many places and things that remind me of you, and I now feel like I either can’t go there or do those things anymore, unless I create new memories to replace the old ones of you, and I never want to replace you. I should hate you for leaving me broken-hearted, but in my heart and soul, I cannot. There is nothing beautiful about being broken, and that is what I am.


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