my life

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how bad my life is and how much i hate it

Submitted: May 09, 2018

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I really wished that I knew what was wrong with me and why people hate me so much. Why am I such a big disappointment, why I always screw up, why I continue to do the things I do, why I can not learn how to be and act my age, why I can not learn how to be a normal teenager who can have fun and go to games and parties with friends, and have more friends come over to hang out or be able to go and hang out with my friends at there house or something;be able to have a stable and normal relationship with one guy and my parents being able to trust me to go to my boyfriends house or they come over to mine. It is really sad that I can not be able to do things normal teemagers do but who can else is there to blame for the reason why I can not be treated like a normal teenager then myself, because I am such a screw up i will never have a normal life, never be fully trusted, never able to start over again, never able to show that I changed and that I want to act and be the person I was always meant to be, not the girl people think I am, the bad, disloyal, mischievous girl that they think I am, no I want to be the real me the one who tells the truth, is respectful, helpful, caring, well behaved, well respected, funny, loyal, honest, sweet and sensitive girl that I really am, but i will never be able to get the chance to really be able to reset or start over and change the past so that I could be known as the real me; and then maybe I will still have a boyfriend, still have trust with my parents and still have friends, but that is all gone now and looking back I really wished I would have been a better and more perfect daughter. I am the reason why I can not be trust, can not have friends or boyfriends, I am the reason why I am such a disappoint to my friends and even worse a disappoint to my family.

 


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