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Status: Finished  |  Genre: Romance  |  House: Booksie Classic

Is it just me or does loving someone that was never yours to love and never will be a little bit harder than you thought?

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Submitted: May 10, 2018

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Submitted: May 10, 2018



I'm not  sure why he asks me such questions.

Why would someone as busy as you take time out of your day to ask me "How was your day."

It makes me wonder all the time

"Am I bothering him? Why is he talking to me? Are we still friends?" 

I always apologize and everytime he asks why I apologize I respond with "Idk."

When the real reason is "I'm sorry I ever walked into your life and wasted your time."

My insecurities start to ruin our friendship as I stop answering his questions about omy personal life.

"I don't want to waste your time."

I'll take one look at  him and wonder how he chose someone as low as me to be friends with when there's all those other pretty girls to  date and talk to and laugh with.

I just don't understand.


What I do understand is that when he asks me something like "Want sugar in your coffee?"

He looks at me like he already knows the answer and is just waiting for me to feel like he's caring about what I like. 

It brightens my day to be around you. 

I'm not sure if I brighten up yours though. 


-For someone who shall never know the truth. 

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