Lucifer

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Status: Finished  |  Genre: Religion and Spirituality  |  House: Power and Healing


Words from the true heart. Do not take lightly.

Submitted: May 11, 2018

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I’m stuck. In between the thought of becoming a god or to bestow my heart to an energy who calls itself God. Am i fearless? Or do I fear any thing yet not everything. Do I become suggested to such acts that allow me to become accustomed to dangerous and not so healthy ways of living? 
A man once came up to me and asked me a very personal, private, and sacred question that only of I know and of whom he knows what had been asked. I don’t think giving an answer of what was asked is intelligent, however, giving the answer to how I managed to drive away from the question to steer my own life in  a crooked way just to avoid truth and clearance. Based upon my knowledge of what is internally and externally right and wrong, it seems as doing anything of the opposite leads to such right conclusions. Have I gone mad? Is there something or someone that has taken ahold of my own personality and managed to change My whole outlook on life?
I reason with what is bad, but I confront what is good. I should you not, that whenever I come across being myself, it always leads to plastickery as i call it, or faux facts, or fake.
The embodiment of my thought process and how life is treating me maintains an idea that is consistent but I seem to always swerve. Which is why I question so much of every day activity. I don’t show what I feel but rather what I mean. I don’t spill out words for meanings other than to be valid, but I don’t want to be stuck up towards others. That chakra feels so blocked. All of them do as a matter of fact. A breach in my life is by looking down upon yourself in such a way that you tear yourself apart from not only the world but yourself. A breach to me is not being that power you seek. So why me? Why have I become so mindful of ideas and actions, yet continue to feel.... burdened and stuck. A question to be answered by only within.


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