My life story

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Submitted: May 31, 2018

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My life’s story 

## The beginning 
This I how my life turned upside down for me when I was a 11 years old I lost the best brother I could ever ask for he told me so much about how nice I should be to others lest start with what happened the truth what happened is we just got out of school and went home so 


when we got home we had homework to do and told him to let me help him out but he got mad at me for some reason I cannot really remember to well but anyways he stormed of to my big brother room and followed him to the room and he was messing with a gun so told him let me see it the we start to play with it so then I told him let’s try it out but that was the worst mistake of my life he was walking away when I pulled the trigger on the gun and it hit him and didn’t no what to do his last words to me were hug me and I just stand there and didn’t do it so the the cops showed up and took me and my Oder brother to the **police** station to ask us everything that happened y my little brother was in the hospital dieing before he died he said he sees god this how I lost something in me I don’t know if i will ever get it bad and that when I put all my emotions up I locked tham up and told myself to never let anyone go through this again I but after that I returned to school but I had so many people blaming me for my bother dead that’s when I started to smoke and started to cut myself all over I turned into a monster that I don’t even now who I am anymore than I thought I fond someone that I could love and be happy again but it was just a Nother Lie it all I think that’s life Is about yes I have my own dreams but after everything I been through I don’t think I deserve anything from anyone I feel like I hurt more than I do good I wish i new y I was born I wish I could be someone that could help someone but that not me every one right about me all do is look up all my emotions and act happy so my friends and family don’t worry about me u can’t be with who u wunt to be with u can’t have anything u want i don’t even get y I’m still breathing anymore I want to no what do I do I can’t keep going on like the I’m just killing everything inside of me trying to keep everyone happy 


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