i shall not

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THIS IS MORE OF A RANTING RAMBLE RUN ON SENTENCE KINDA THING JUST SOME NONSENSE FOOT IN MOUTH TALK KINDA STUFF

Submitted: June 07, 2018

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I SHALL NOT 

I SHALL NOT BE THIS IMAGE 

THIS IMAGE MADE TO SHINE BRIGHTER THEN WE WERE BORN TO BE 

I SHALL NOT GIVE MY SELF AWAY TO FIT OTHERS VIRSON OF ME

I SHALL ONLY BE WHO I FEEL I WAS MENT TO BE 

I SHALL ONLY DO WHAT QUITE THE DEMONS INSIDE OF ME

FOR WHAT WORKS FOR MOST MAY NOT BE WHAT WORKS FOR ME 

AND FOR WHAT WORKS FOR ME MAY BE UNFAIR TO MOST 

AND I SHALL NEVER FORGIVE MYSELF FOR THE SINS I ONCE ENDORSED 

FOR WHOM I CARED FOR THE MOST ARE THE ONES I FEEL I TRULy HURT THE MOST 

FOR MY BODY IS JUST A MER MAN OF A GHOST 

LIVING TO REDEEM HIMSELF 

NOT TO BUY HIS WAY BACK INTO GODS GRACE

BUT TO TRY TO SAVE WHAT LIL PURNESS IS LEFT IN THE WORD

FOR WE MIGHT HAVE STEERED SO FAR OFF TRACK 

THAT THE PAST WILL BE FORGOTTEN AND TOMORROW MAY NOT BE AS WE HOPE IT WOULD BE TODAY 

I FEAR UNITY HAS FALLEN INTO A NEW KIND OF DARKNESS

FOR WE FEEL WE CAN JUST UPGRADE WHEN WE WISH 

THAT WE ARE LOSING THE VALUE OF REALNESS

WE ARE ENDING OUR OWN FATE 

AND ARE TO PRIDEFUL TO SEE IT FOR WHAT IT IS 

WE ARE LOSING VAULE N HOPE IN HUMAN LIFE AS A WHOLE 

WE HAVE ONLY BEEN AROUND FOR 2000 PLUS YEARS 

BUT STILL HAVE NO CHANGE IN UNTY 

WE STILL TRY TO OWN 

OWN THE RIGHTS 

THE POWER 

 THE MONEY 

THE WORK FORCE 

WE STEP ON OTHERS DAILY BY TRYING TO BE BETTER 

NOT BETTER AS IN BETTERING US AS PEOPLE 

BUT BETTER AS IN IM BETTER THEN YOU 

I HAVE THIS SO THAT MEANS IM MORE THEN THAT N MORE THAN THIS 

WE JUDGE N SAY ONE ISNT WORTH ONES TIME BASED ON THE LEAVEL OF KNOWALGE 

BASED ON HOW MUCH MONEY 

OR STATUS ONE HAS GAINED 

WE TURN AWAY FROM PEOPLE THAT NEED OUR HELP 

CAUSE WE SEE THEM AS A LESS OR BROKEN PERSON

WE NOT ONCE SEE A HOMELESS PERSON AND SAY HEY THIS GUY IS A REAL PERSON

HE MUST HAVE RISKED IT ALL FOR HIS FAMILY OR 

STOOD UP FOR WHAT HE THOUGHT WAS RIGHT OF BEING 

OVER BEING TURNED INTO A SHELL OF A PERSON THAT BLINDLY FOLLOWS THE HERD DOWN A WIDE ROAD THAT RUNS OFF INTO A NEVER ENDED DOWN FALL

TO ME OUR STAND TO BE FREE OUR SO CALLED WEALTH MEANS NOTHING IF WE HAVE TO LIVE AS WE NEED TO BE BETTER THEN THE NEXT 

SO I SHALL NOT 

I WILL NOT 

SHALL NOT CHANGE WHO I AM 

I WILL NOT LET GO OF WHAT LITTLE FAITH IN UNITY I HAVE LEFT 

JUST TO BE AS I AM TOLD I NEED OR SHOULD BE

MY WAYS MAY BE WRONG OR MAY TAKE LONGER TIME FOR ME TO DO THEM 

OR MY WAYS MY SEEM TO MOVE SLOWER THEN OTHERS WOULD SEE  FIT FOR ME 

BUT THEY ARE STILLL """"""MY"""""WAYS 

MY INTENTS ARE ALWAYS OUT OF LOVE 

 AND I AM ALWAYS LOOKING 50 STEPS AHEAD 

BUT LIVIING IN THE NOW 

FOR TOMORROW ISNT PROMISED TO NO MAN

SO HAPPY I SHALL STAND 

I SHALL NOT  BE AND DO WHAT DOES NOT MAKE ME FEEL SAFE AND FILLS MY HEAD WITH LOVE AND LAUGHTER 

I SHALL NOT BE ONE WHO DOES NOT ENJOY EVERY MINUTE OF EVERY HOUR OF EACH AND EVERY DAY WITH ANYTHING LESS THEN GOOD TIMES

I SHALL ONLY BE ONE WHO TRIES TO MAKE LIFE AS ENJOyIBE EVERYDAY AS MUCH AS ONE CAN BE 

TO TRULY BE FREE WE MUST LEARN TO ENDURE THE EVERYDAY BAD SHIT AS IF IT WAS JUST IF IT WAS GOOD

IF WE CAN FIND A GREATER FORM OF UNTY 

WE WILL STAND AS ONE 

AS WE ONCE WERE SHOWN IN OUR SCHOOLS 

WE WILL VALUVE SELF WORTH MORE THEN NETWORTH 

FOR WE ALL WANT WHATS BEST FOR US TO LIVE HAPPY N LONGER 

 


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