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The Gift Of Being Cursed

Submitted: June 27, 2018

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THE GIFT OF BEING CURSED Today i wake up and everything hits me for the worst, A very complex situation wrapped in an interbeing has me feeling like a ghost, I was lost, I was hollow, I was afraid, I Was alone, Specific Instruction let me to the woods, where i was to go off alone. ?IN THE DARK?!! Im afraid of the dark!!!! But the dark is the way i feel Or is the dark the way to heal? I though about the man i've seen in the stars How i could feel he had so much strength. Mightly i walk, Not twards the dark But twards the light that was gonna help me, or so i thought. I walked right into Self- Destruction with all my might. I've seen what only would'nt let you sleep, eat, or think. I cried out to my god! Why me? "Are you Content" I started seeing clip video's of my life!!!. The day my world tilted two degrees as my body stood upright, with vibrations of however flowing every which way through me i could only stand still in a worry. I began to cry to my god again "Why is this happening to me" "Whats going on" "Make it stop" The flash clip of the reptilian Man with a familiar almost family like face eye's were locked, Telepathically watching me!. Half blink im in a room full of bronze, looking on a man dressed in armor, writing on a scroll. Im Afraid, Im Alone, Im exhausted of everything within a whole. The more i see, the less i want to know. Im now asking my sepf the question of who & what i am. I Looked dead & felt like an empty hole. I sunk into the very dark i was afraid of, the pressure of it came down like towers, Instantly crushing me. Nowhere on planet earth could i have gone for a pinch of hope!!!. There was a struggle grab & constant tug of eagerness at my soul. I could no longer fight, I closed my eye's and gave in without letting go. I felt hands open my heart, putting pieces in place where ky hollow rests. The holding, the demon had on me that almost took me away from me, was instantly released. Something inside of me shifted so fast, i fept it, like a energy ball blast. It was all coming to mee so fast, Like a book someone is wriring & in that exact day and time. I perceived wothout physically being there. My eyes were blinded and shifted shut and when i blinked. Ive seen only what my words cant express in no way shape or form. My ear's shrieked, with cringed interception of the most beautiful noise i've ever heard. So beautifully amd precisely made i was searching for a melody that wasnt sound or made!!!!!. This curse became a beautiful gift, with much egerency of time coming. I dont know what to do Or where to start The Curse Of Being Giftes is all about Heart


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