Intentional loneliness

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Status: Finished  |  Genre: Horror  |  House: Booksie Classic

Submitted: July 08, 2018

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What is intentional lonliness? There is no definition that can completely describe this type of solitude. You may think this means forcing yourself out of a personality or hiding behind excuses of sadness when all it takes is a minor adjustment of attitude. Me! I'm intentional lonliness. You see this is not a regular type of lonely, this is being beautiful and still feel ugly. This is being good at everything but great at nothing. This is being consistently optimistic but unhappy. The monster within me is the opposite of who I really want to be and I seem to confide more in her than the skin I'm in. Scary isn't it? Put yourself in my shoes and have so much talent you could almost do anything. So much family life is worth living. All the friends and good connections. All the money with good intentions. I could hear all the thoughts of what you would do with what I was given. Listen! Distant whispers like I'm being judged by a board of angels. How could I be lonely? With everything in the world at my feet like I'm a god. How ungrateful could I be when I'm really not. I have so many question mark, question mark, question mark ......... All the answers were in that silence. Intentional loneliness is exactly that. A beautiful book with no words.


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