depression

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life , what life ,why do we always ask,whats the point on living when u cant even find the slighlest light in it when u cant find someone helps u,why u ask becuz its life life could be hard on us
people out there are having hard time diffrent difficulties that cause millions no, billions of people to suicide we are fragile humans we fall into dipression so easly and u cant do nothing about
it u have to face it we all want to end it we re feeling being demonatised by it he is taking all over us witch make us want to end it ik there are some out there have or faced same things as
others we are all connect know that ur not alone we wear fake masks every sigle day wishing for it to end we hate pretending to be okay when we re not we need someone we get jealous of others and
want to be like them but no dont that wont be a solution for ur problems just be yourself ur just running away you have to face ur own self your own depression ur own inxiety dont let it destoy u
it will only make things worse stop the bleeding make it stop hurting ur self wont help face all ur struggle if ur beeing bullied if ur having problems with ur familly like i do,you see i when was
little i had whitnesed soo many bad thing for example my parents fighting each other all over money and all started by one women who was jealous from my mom cuz she loved father and so she wanted
to breaks them apart im the forth and the last child whitch she took advantage and whisper to him bad thougts and telling him how is he going to live now she stressed hm she made him another person
so i wheneveri was sick or have problems like cavity i dont tell them i hide it until they notice and until now im still doing the same thing i keep my mouth shut cuz i always think that will helps
my family and keep them out from troubles i thought that cuz i never wanted to be a burden for my family i accepted all the burden on myself i didnt care if i die from any illiness i just kept
thinking this will help my family i dont know what ur going thro but dont ever listen to what others say about you like my dad did or i did it will only influence u in a bad way and dont do like i
did taking all the burden on yourself it wont help u at all if u think that i find out that by having this only friend he listened to what i say i felt a little better u have to let it out u need a
shoulder to cry on cry and scream if u have to just let it out and i promice everything will be alright,i one of my burdens that my mom never supported me in things i like as i grew up since i was
little one and i was the most one who stood by her side she never wants to let go of me u see parents lived in another type of time and that time they didnt know how to raise a child i say so her
parents where very strickt to her so she got their attitude her father used to beat her and her other sisters and brothers by his belt thats what she told me and us me and my sisters and brother
she beat us with the bat and i was the one who got hurt the most cuz my other brother and sisters whent study about and as they grew up she never touched them again and as she beats me the bat
leave marks on me that i when i go to school i have to wear shirts with long sleeeves in a hot sunny day to hide it so that no one notice or ask , i always ask ,yself why when i do something good
only bad things happen to me i protect my family and thats how they return the favor but i keept being patient beliving that maybe someday something good will happen but still to this day im still
waiting but i can say im starting to rech the light at the of the tunnel cuz after having this friend i belived i could be saved and that i still have another chance to restart to open a new book a
new story a new paper of my life and most importantly a new beggininng u may say and ask ur self after reading this that even this wont help you the slighlest bit but no ur wrong cuz i know that
deep in your heart it touched you and you start crying with no reason cuz your a human being after all we re all the same everyone have to face problems that tme will come even not today or not now
it could be the next day the next year or even the next second of ur life yo never know what could happen anytime just do something for yourself once love your self do a favor for your self look at
yourself feel yourself put ur hand on ur chest do u feel it mits ur heart beat that means ur here ur alive ur strong to still hold on till now i must tell you you did great good job i hope you
continue like this and dont ever loose hope always seek for it look for something ur looking forward it for someone you love for all of us who support you here stay alive for ur for your self and
you will see the doors opens in front of ur eyes you wil l break thro it without even realizing it you will smile again and life will smile for you you just have to accept it its okay to be affraid
accept ur own fear your own self and by the time you will controle it you wont let and u have to not let it take control on u there are people who are the same as u remeber we will alawys hold each
other s hand and never let go you are loved even if its not ur familly we are here we will hold u high just be brave accept us too in whatever problem u are in ur for ever not alone we are all
going thro levels step by step life is a test to see how long can u last god gave us life so that you can treasur ur won self to go thro his text and if u fail that test you will go thro hell it
self so be careful im a 16 no 15 years old girl i will be 16 this august 27 writing this to even help the most amount of people i might have mistakes in my writing but at least i tried and im
fullfing my promice to myself cuz there was this day when i was in a depression i cried and cried then asked myself what would crying help me if i cant help others im not saying that u dont have to
cry its the reverse i want u all to let it out its okay to cry so i whiped my tears and i promiced myself that i will help other who are in need i dont want others to go thro wat i have been thro i
for who never felt loved or being accepted know that there s others who can accept you and the first one of them is you then ur families and friends and me i will always cheer you on no matter
where you are out there we are close distant dont matter we are already realted by heart we can feel each other s pain its time to remove that fake mask and accept each other for who we are you can
contact me on my gmail ill listen to you i ll listen to ur problems so feel free

Submitted: July 08, 2018

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life , what life ,why do we always ask,whats the point on living when u cant even find the slighlest light in it when u cant find someone helps u,why u ask becuz its life
life could be hard on us people out there are having hard time diffrent difficulties that cause millions no, billions of people to suicide we are fragile humans we fall into dipression
so easly and u cant do nothing about it u have to face it we all want to end it we re feeling being demonatised by it he is taking all over us witch make us want to end it ik there are some out there have 
or faced same things as others we are all connect know that ur not alone we wear fake masks every sigle day wishing for it to end we hate pretending to be okay when we re not we need someone we get jealous of others and want to be like them but no dont
that wont be a solution for ur problems just be yourself ur just running away you have to face ur own self your own depression ur own inxiety dont let it destoy u it will only make things worse stop the bleeding make it stop hurting ur self wont help 
face all ur struggle if ur beeing bullied if ur having problems with  ur familly like i do,you see i when was little i had whitnesed soo many bad thing for example my parents fighting each other all over money and all started by one women who was 
jealous from my mom cuz she loved father and so she wanted to breaks them apart im the forth and the last child whitch she took advantage and whisper to him bad thougts and telling him how is he going to live now she stressed hm she made him another 
person so i wheneveri was sick or have problems like cavity i dont tell them i hide it until they notice and until now im still doing the same thing i keep my mouth shut cuz i always think that will helps my family and keep them out from troubles i thought 
that cuz i never wanted to be a burden for my family i accepted all the burden on myself i didnt care if i die from any illiness i just kept thinking this will help my family i dont know what ur going thro but dont ever listen to what others say about you 
like my dad did or i did it will only influence u in a bad way and dont do like i did taking all the burden on yourself it wont help u at all if u think that i find out that by having this only friend he listened to what i say i felt a little better u have to let it out 
u need a shoulder to cry on cry and scream if u have to just let it out and i promice everything will be alright,i one of my burdens that my mom never supported me in things i like as i grew up since i was little one and i was the most one who stood by her side
she never wants to let go of me u see parents lived in another type of time and that time they didnt know how to raise a child i say so her parents where very strickt to her so she got their attitude her father used to beat her and her other sisters and brothers by his belt thats what she told me 
and us me and my sisters and brother she beat us with the bat and i was the one who got hurt the most cuz my other brother and sisters whent study about and as they grew up she never touched them again and as she beats me the bat leave marks on me that i when i go to school i have to wear shirts with long sleeeves in 
a hot sunny day to hide it so that no one notice or ask , i always ask ,yself why when i do something good only bad things happen to me i protect my family and thats how they return the favor but i keept being patient beliving that maybe someday something good will happen but still to this day im still waiting
but i can say im starting to rech the light at the of the tunnel cuz after having this friend i belived i could be saved and that i still have another chance to restart to open a new book a new story a new paper of my life and most importantly a new beggininng 
u may say and ask ur self after reading this that even this wont help you the slighlest bit but no ur wrong cuz i know that deep in your heart it touched you and  you start crying with no reason cuz your a human being after all we re all the same everyone have to face problems 
that tme will come even not today or not now it could be the next day the next year or even the next second of ur life yo never know what could happen anytime just do something for yourself once love your self do a favor for your self look at yourself feel yourself put ur hand on ur chest 
do u feel it mits ur heart beat that means ur here ur alive ur strong to still hold on till now i must tell you you did great good job i hope you continue like this and dont ever loose hope always seek for it look for something ur looking forward it for someone you love for all of us who support you 
here stay alive for ur for your self and you will see the doors opens in front of ur eyes you wil l break thro it without even realizing it you will smile again and life will smile for you you just have to accept it its okay to be affraid accept ur own fear your own self
and by the time you will controle it you wont let and u have to not let it take control on u there are people who are the same as u remeber we will alawys hold each other s hand and never let go you are loved even if its not ur familly we are here we will hold u high
just be brave accept us too in whatever problem u are in ur for ever not alone we are all going thro levels step by step life is a test to see how long can u last god gave us life so that you can treasur ur won self to go thro his text  and if u fail that test you will go 
thro hell it self so be careful im a 16 no 15 years old girl i will be 16 this august 27 writing this  to even help the most amount of people i might have mistakes in my writing but at least i tried and im fullfing my promice to myself cuz there was this day when i was in a depression
i cried and cried then asked myself what would crying help me if i cant help others im not saying that u dont have to cry its the reverse i want u all to let it out its okay to cry so i whiped my tears and i promiced myself that i will help other who are in need
i dont want others to go thro wat i have been thro i for who never felt loved or being accepted know that there s others who can accept you and the first one of them is you then ur families and friends and me i will always cheer you on no matter where you are out there 
we are close distant dont matter we are already realted by heart we can feel each other s pain its time to remove that fake mask and accept each other for who we are you can contact me  on my gmail ill listen to you i ll listen to ur problems so feel free

  <batbouta.zhang@gmail.com>

with all my love from the bottom of my heart stay strong


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