My three fears

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Status: Finished  |  Genre: Poetry  |  House: Booksie Classic

Submitted: July 13, 2018

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My Three Fears

This feeling inside me is all consuming. I am always scared,always uncertain,Always angry. I am scared of the person I truly am, the person I could be if I let myself go completely. I’m scared of the person I look at in the mirror every morning-when I’m all alone without the world watching. I am uncertain, uncertain of the person I want to become, uncertain of the future and my dreams. Am I making the right choice? Am I on the right path? Where am I headed? I am afraid to live, to love , to feel and I just want it to stop! I just want to feel free - to live without limits and love unconditionally and feel with all of me. I want to be done with the facade- the fake smiles and pretense! I am always angry so angry that it overpowers all the good in my life.I am so truly and utterly blessed but with this anger in me, I am only a shell of a being. Because what comes with anger is nothing but fear, uncertainty, unhappiness, tears and if you can’t let go of that-eventually utter darkness. So where does it all end , when does the pain stop? Where will I go to conquer my fears?


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