I lost him

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Status: Finished  |  Genre: Young Adult  |  House: Booksie Classic

Please remember; I wrote this while tears coursed down my face, and I was debating on whether or not to take my own life.

Submitted: July 29, 2018

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Submitted: July 29, 2018



I messed up again.

I lost the one person that always swore to stay.

My eyes are filled with tears, so please excuse any errors.


I already miss him so much.

I’m having a hard time being quiet, and keeping the sobs in.

I will forever miss him, and I don’t know how I’m going to get through everything now.


I can’t find my razor, so I can’t cut.

I’ve never wanted to cut more than right now.

He’s gone, and he isn’t coming back.

Not this time.


I always mess everything up.

God, maybe I should just die.

Maybe then…

Maybe then I’ll feel okay again.


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