late night craziness

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Status: Finished  |  Genre: True Confessions  |  House: Booksie Classic

Submitted: August 01, 2018

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In my head the craziness runs, I can't sleep, barely breathe And it's telling me that I'm done. Head spinning, so many directions, Can't hold what is real because the voices are all connections. Confusion mixed with passion, and life still in my face. I can't handle anymore, I need some space. Everyone around me saying I'm strong, if only they knew that it's the same tired song. Over and over playing in my head, I can't get right with everything that was said. No understanding, just accusing and down grading. I'm standing on the edge, confused and shaking. My life is so deep, only a few won't drown, the weak won't understand what makes this sound. The heart beats faster with every vision I see, and the ones who "love me most" can't even understand me. I'm scarred beyond repair, and will forever be broken, All the words that fill my soul, they will never be spoken. Lucky ones get a glimpse of what life has created, A deep rooted evil so much that's been taken. Spinning around again, no place to go So I write it on paper in hopes that you'll know. How crazy insane my mind has been made, Through life's tragedys, scars, and pain. A little girl who saw too much, And grew up with no choice of it being in her blood. I see things that others can't take, It was given to me, the choice I didn't make. I feel so different, alone and judged, Because no one understands how I can love. Through every road walked, and choice that I've made, I am who I am, numb, and blamed. Looking for peace in a fucked up place, With no one who understands me or knows my face. Look deep friend, but please don't drown, Try to find the wisdom that can't be found. It all becomes a joke when one don't understand How crazy a life that was placed in my hands.


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