A Letter to my Loner

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Status: Finished  |  Genre: Romance  |  House: Booksie Classic

Submitted: August 02, 2018

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When you're a loner, how do you tell the queen you love, you miss her? how do you let her know that you want the best for her with out sounding like you want her back? How do you let her know that she's still runs laps around your mind, sleeps inside your heart and still setting your soul on fire. How do you let her know all of that? Although it started out as friends, it magically turned into somthing much more. We took it there but I can't remember how we went back to being friends. I don't even know if that label still remains and Is there such a thing once we've crossed the line? How do you tell her that the magic you have for her hasn't left but amplified as time went by.

You're a loner, I get it. I see you with these broken pieces and you're trying to put them together on your own. I try to help but you say, you want space. I see your struggles and I get angry because I just want to help. Your distance is killing me because I see you suffering, but, I have to remember why I fell in love with you in the first place. You're a strong woman, a queen, you got this and so I snap out of it. She'll be alright I tell my self. This battle don't need me in the mix. Laying down on my bed, my mind wonders again. Do you think about me sometimes? do I cross your mind when our favorite song comes on because I sware I still smell your fragrance from time to time. The thoughts, the songs and your smell sends me back in deep thoughts again.

Being a loner is the best thing for the both of us. They say if you love someone then you have to let them go. I won't lie at times I second guest who ever came up with that. But as time goes by, life has given me the lesson as to why those words stand true in these painful times. I did the right thing by letting you go, but that dosen't mean I like it. Maybe you'll come back or maybe you won't. If letting you go means healing your inner trumas, fighting your inner demons and finding yourself then I'm happy and if you don't come back I know that apart of me is living inside of your heart queen. 


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