Loneliness of the Heart

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Status: In Progress  |  Genre: Other  |  House: Booksie Classic

Submitted: August 07, 2018

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The walls inside me are squeezing my heart so tightly...

The most precious person to me..he was right beside me. for so very long. and then one day..just as i thought things were moving along perfectly...everything got flipped..he disappeared..

Why do the most precious things always disappear?... 

My heart screams for him...for his return..my precious child.. Why do the most precious things always disappear...is it because i don't deserve these things..is it because i became too comfortable..too happy..why is he gone now?..please tell me...

I'm so very worried about him... 

I know nothing anymore..i know not of where he is...i know not of how he is...i want to know everything...how he's feeling...if he's eating...if he's sleeping..if people are polite to him...and most of all...if he's happier without me... 

Do you miss me as much as i miss you...? 

...Why haven't you contacted me yet?..is it because you hate me...am i too annoying?...do i worry too much....am i not good enough....is there another parent you would rather have...?

I love you. More then i've ever loved anything, and anyone. 

You are so precious to me....so please..come back to me. i will become better...anything you request..i will change..so please..just tell me what i can do...tell me what i did wrong...don't leave any details out...i will  change absolutely anything and everything for you....

Just return to my side...so i can change 

The loneliness in my heart grows...faster and faster...the walls inside of me tighten..and my heart begins to get squeezed...it will forever be squeezed..until you are once again..beside me. my heart will throb..my heart will ache... My heart will yearn...for only you....My sweet child..

 

 

 

 

....................I love you....................... 


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