Survivor

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Status: Finished  |  Genre: Poetry  |  House: Booksie Classic

Submitted: August 13, 2018

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Dear sperm donor, I have spent half my life angry, disgusted with myself because of the things you allowed to happen to me. from the ages of 7 to 9 you allowed grown men who lived next to us, to come in a touch your little girl, while she laid on the bed scared, crying you were so strung out you did not even notice, you allowed grown men to touch her, take her innocence away, take picture of her doing awful things to them, and of them touching her in place she did not even understand about her body yet. Always being multiple men at once but never the same person twice. And EVERY FUCKING TIME she thought it was finally over... you told her it was your turn because that was how daddies loved their little girls, but that was a lie... that is not how fathers are supposed to treat their daughters, they are supposed to love and protect them. You sold your child's body for money so that while they were holding her down and covering her mouth with whatever they could find... sometimes it even being there parts that should not even be near a child. Then.. you left her for almost 10 years with no phone call or text. Never calling for holidays or birthdays. Leaving her to wonder whys he as not good enough to have a daddy just like all the other kids she knew.

She is now 20 years old. She graduated high school at 16 her sophomore year with a GPA of 4.8, with all honors and she did that on her own without anyone's help! She was no longer a victim, she learned to love herself again, her body, and would be damned if ANYONE ever tried to do those things to her again, she is now in her final year of getting her master degree, she did that on her own as well, never once asking for help from you, she worked her ass of everyday to get where she is. You tried coming back into her life a week before she turned 16 and the very first thing that came from your mouth was that she has a baby sister (Who is now 5) then you tried to tell her you loved her a missed her every day, but you did not do the things she said you did to her. You were so cracked up that you honestly don't even remember the things you allowed to happen to her, the pain you caused her. THE TRAMA! Now you are on the run from the law...she called crime stoppers.

She is not a victim, she is a survivor. Soon she will graduate her last year of college and she has not once ever thought twice about you or what you were doing with your life. You NEVER had control over her. You Lost.. You will always lose.


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