Drowning In Fear

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Status: Finished  |  Genre: Non-Fiction  |  House: Booksie Classic


As fear pushes you until you drown then leaves you trying to figure your way out... You're afraid of drowning deeper, and at the same time, you're afraid to get out...

Submitted: August 14, 2018

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If only I could stop it from controlling me...

If only I could take a step forward without being afraid...

If only I could exchange my fear with hope...

I want to have hope again, but my fear is in the way most of the time.. I don't want to lose my always because of my fear... Is there really nothing I can do? I'm left drowning alone, and I'm scared of my choices and paths... Whenever I try to change my choices, something stops me and reminds me of my fear...

Does fear controll a one's life..? Or is there a way to overcome this fear and just believe..?

It's okay to believe right? , but will fear stop my imagination...? Should I wake up...? 

But do I even know what my fear is? do I have many fears? Or could it be that my fear is actually..me? Is it my reflection? Is it my true self behind this mask...? That's when I realize, that I don't understand it myself...

Is having second thoughts of my choices just because I'm afraid of the results a bad thing..? Is thinking that I need to be afraid so that I back off of what I fear is the wrong thing to do..?

I want to trust the feelings that I feel when a rough time comes... 

Will I be stuck like this forever or is this just temporary...?

The answer..where is it? It's actually there, but I need to figure out how to find it while tripping, falling and trying to pass by all the fears I have... With inner thoughts and mind tricks.., It's quiet a hard, no, an extremely hard battle...

Do I need to face myself, or am I afraid of doing that too...?

Will I reach epiphany? the epiphany that will lead me to the answer I need... Will lies and truths, give an answer..?

 


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