Funny, isn't it?

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Funny how people can just leave

Submitted: August 18, 2018

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Funny

 

It’s funny how every moment just didn’t matter to you anymore

How moving on was so easy for you

It’s funny how you just left,

How you found someone else even before everything ended

It’s funny you know

Pretty damn funny.

I mean he must have something I didn’t right?

Perhaps your family liked him more than they liked me

Perhaps your friends liked him more than they liked me.

Yeah, I’m pretty sure that’s it.

That must be it.

Right?

Or was it so easy for you to move on because it didn’t mean that much to you?

Or anything at all?

It’s funny how you thought we could be just friends after everything

It’s funny how you thought I could watch you be with someone else.

It’s funny.

It is funny isn’t it?

I mean I must have done something wrong right?

Perhaps My trust wasn’t enough for you

Was that it?

Did I not respect your wishes and trust you?

Perhaps I didn’t care for you enough.

Was that it?

Perhaps I didn’t give you enough attention and time.

Was that it?

Perhaps I didn’t support your decisions.

Was that it?

I guess you thought I was never on your team.

Perhaps you never believed the things I said

But I meant all of them. But I guess you thought I was just trying to flirt and be romantic. That I never meant a single word.

Was that it?

Perhaps you never cared at all.

Was that it?

I guess I just wasn’t enough.

My love wasn’t enough.

Was it fear that drove you to him? Was it infatuation? I’ll never know.

I guess I wasn’t enough.

My unconditional support, trust and love wasn’t enough.

Perhaps the love of just one person who put you above everything else was not enough.

Perhaps giving you my everything wasn’t enough.

Perhaps you never believed that your happiness meant everything to me. Perhaps you never believed that your smile was the most important thing to me in this whole world.

Perhaps that was it.

Funny isn’t it?

You know why I couldn’t take anything I gave you back?

I couldn’t because they meant something to me. Perhaps they meant everything to me.

And I gave the things that mattered the most to me to the person that means the most to me.

How could I take them back?

I don’t know.

I hate these words. I don’t know.

But I hope you are happy. I hope you are.

That’s all that’s ever mattered to me.

That’s all that will ever matter to me.

Perhaps now you’ll believe that whatever I said, I said because I believed in them. Because I meant them.

Funny how you couldn’t see what was in front you all this while.

Funny.

Is it funny?

I guess I’ll never know.

I hope you are happy.


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