Trust Issues ft. Kemy2U

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Status: Finished  |  Genre: Poetry  |  House: Supremacy Writing

Submitted: August 30, 2018

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Trust Issues

[Sohaaaaail]

I can't trust you,
Especially with your past,
You say that you have kissed it goodbye,
But I worry it may come back,
Guys, nightlife, all of that stuff,
The thought just burns my heart,
When we're together I'm the epitome of normal,
But I worry every time we're apart,
What are you doing?
Who are you with?
What are you going to do next?
Am I the only guy that's part of your life?
Who else do you call or text?
Are you cheating?
Are you loyal?
I don't know what to believe,
With a shady past and a dodgy present,
My mind is never at peace,
Trust issues, trust issues,
You're someone I just can't trust,
I feel you're going to break my heart,
And my mind has had enough,
It's best if you just walk your path,
As we will never work,
Anxiety, stress, can't take anymore,
I'm done with feeling hurt,
Single life, no stress, no hassle,
Taken life is mad,
I wish I never fell in love,
I wouldn't feel this bad,
I want to be alone again,
That way I was good,
Sleeping like a log at night,
I really wish I could,
I simply can't,
And this is why,
My mind just won't relax,
I've lost control,
No longer sane,
I feel my soul is trapped...

[Kemy2U]

My forevermore, do you remember the first day we met
Your smile, your voice, your poetry shined through such romantic nightly texts
As time allowed, it drew us closer together
You were the love of my life, my rock, my salvation through the stormy weather
You elevated my mind when I was feeling unsure or down
Tender stolen kisses when no one was around
Passionate love making, as your hungry lips hushed my climatic sounds
Tasting champagne droplets from off my soft lips
Two heartbeats echoed of its pure eternal bliss
No other love can define such a beautiful wish
Then the insecurities began to gradually sink in
A misunderstanding is how your trust issues first begin 
The cadence of my past continued with injustice of its due
What happened to love, my sincerest emotions I’ve devoted mainly to you
A day in time never mattered about my questionable past
Labeling the foundation of our love a wasted blast
My heart an emotional outcast
The silence, and then the mistrust, you’ve now thrown in the towel
Punishing my heart for my previous behavior of disavowal
How could we ever move past this?
When loud voices in union speaks of an it’s ugly reminisce
I looked up into your dark brown eyes, I see the unwavering hurt
Desires generating between us, yet without emotional rebirth
Look me in my eyes
And tell me why
Mistrust now applies
Do you recall when our souls once blended?
My heart, body, mind, and soul were always in it
Lost sparks for us no longer mending
Love and hate words we’re now sending
Sentiments to feel are so fragile, so weak
The uncertainties when you touch me, tells me what your mouth cannot speak
We fell in love, yes, it was written among the stars from the start
Now you look upon me with fear to trust in your heart
Have we both lost control, the momentum of what could never be?
Retained emotions, the desires, the passion that once brought us to our knees 
The breath to love you, surrendered unto me to feel, to see
Unfounded trust issues have compressed our love, now we refuse to breath, believe
Locking us in the realm of destiny as we sadly transcend
Smothering flames of our beautiful union now dances in the wind
Reach out and love me, touch me once again
The melody of you and I have no beginning or have no end...

Written by Sohaaaaail & Kemy2U


© Copyright 2018 Sohaaaaail. All rights reserved.

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