Inner thoughts

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Status: Finished  |  Genre: Romance  |  House: Booksie Classic

Submitted: September 10, 2018

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I wish i could make you see how much you truly mean to me About how my feelings are real, the way you make me feel But what you see is only through my eyes, you look at me and think I'm full of lies But deep in my heart is where my true feelings hide, all my thoughts gathered up inside. I wish you could understand, I wish you could see that this is who I am, this is me You always think I run, you always think I hide but you don't see the tears I cry I've hurt you multiple times I know this is true, I'm sorry for all the things I do. I cause you pain, I give you joy, and you say I make you feel like a toy But the reason why you come back is because you love me, but I also love you because you are my infinity. So why come back if I cause you so much pain,  tears have fallen we're together again. You say real love is just for one, our journey had just begun. For those you care about most, you put up the greatest fight, trying to do everything in your power to keep them close, using all your might. Hearts get broken, hearts get crushed, but with you my heart re-creates an adrenaline rush. Sparks go flying, love is in the air, this fire inside me is quite rare. But you don't see it because you don't believe, that when I'm with you I feel relieved. To see your smiling face, in this darkened place. To see a light in your eyes, you give me strength that helps me rise. When I look around my world is grey, but seeing you happy makes my day. To have your presence with me is what I cherish most, even if to you I seem like a ghost. In front of your gun is where I stand, do you shoot me or do you take my hand. For in my mind I think the worst, because I love you and I put you first. But if you want to shoot me I can handle the pain, and I will keep coming back again. I don't want to lose you, I will put up a fight, I will cry without you by my side. For you are my destiny, my fate lies with you, I know you don't believe me but my feelings are true. You are my love, you are my light, you are my star in the sky at night. And when I say I'm sorry, my apologies are sincere, for you are the one I hold dear.


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