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Status: In Progress  |  Genre: Romance  |  House: Booksie Classic


The story of a boy who failed to express the feelings of his heart to her beloved

Submitted: September 16, 2018

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Submitted: September 16, 2018

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This was my 5th venture to tell Reshmi about my feelings about her.But there is something that prevents me.However, I got one chance of dating her in my 3 years of relationship.She was the only girl in the tuition with whom I could talk freely and didn't feel any hesitation before telling her about anything.She used to show massive interest in my silly words and I liked her breath- taking face expressions while listening to me.But who knew that God don't wants to see me with her .lllllI think all of my friends as well as her friends knew that we both like each other and they used to pinch us regarding this.And honestly speaking I just liked her but the constant words of my friends that she is in also love with me is the reason that day by day I get more closer to her.My love was one-sided and I knew it very well.But her words,action, everything seemed to me that she loves me.Those very moments which she spent with me may be useless to her but for me,they are a part of my life.It was Durga Puja and I remember I was very excited to meet her because the meeting at tuition used to be very brief.And I also remember very well that this was the first time when I saw her with her boyfriend.After seeing them together laughing while standing close I was little broken from inside but the fact that she ignored me broke me much more than that.After that my friends who sometime ago used to give me hope,had started to mock me at my situation.But I never take them seriously.After that incident I tried to prevent myself talking to her and replying her.But she acted like it's nothing wrong.She was still pretending like she loves me so much.Things went more worse because she had also stopped to make any effort to improve the relationship between us like me.However,our relationship was reviving day by.Meanwhile, my friendship with Pallavi,one of Reshmi's good friend was getting started.We used to talk to each other ,go home together even we were in the same school.Seeing the two of us going home together, talking to each other Reshmi used to pinch me indirectly --"hmm hmm, now this is my time to watch only".And I was like in a situation that I could not ignore Pallavi and I couldn't talk to her overcoming my ego.However, Pallavi left tuition after some time and my relationship was again in motion.Reshmi and I were connected on Facebook and I remember the day she went to Dhanbad to attend a marriage ceremony.she was not present for 7 days in tuition but Facebook did the work for me. During those 7 days I talked to her a lot.I used to recharge data pack of Rs 5 to talk to her. But my all happiness were destroyed when a friend told me that her present boyfriend handles her Facebook account.I still soothe myself by saying that it was she with whom I chatted.And even I almost had almost hinted her that I am proposing her indirectly changed the topic.My relationship had a lot of ups and downs.The end of my story is 3 or 4 months before our board exams.The situation was worst then , neither she nor I tired to talk to each other.We only used to look at each other's eyes and immediately turn our heads to somewhere else.This thing happens 9-10 times in our class of one and a half hour.The last day of tuition was my last time to get an opportunity to walk with her closely and say her my feelings.But I let that moment slip away.After our tuition broke up that day,me and my friend went outside and we were heading towards home.Reshmi was walking and she was behind me trying to get reach of me to walk with me.Sujay was pushing me to go to her, saying "Go buddy and ...talk to her ".But I didn't.I prevented myself and walked off far from her.May be she had something to tell me.I can never know that whether she loved me or just pretended to be.That last day my love breathed last breath and this was the the end of my one- sided love story.I still think about her in my lonely nights and her thoughts make me smile and sad at a time.


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