Nothing's Gonna Matter

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taken from my book, "Rumble In The Mind!"

Submitted: September 18, 2018

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Nothing's Gonna Matter

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I like that you don't want to be my girlfriend

I don't have to try so damned hard

I like that you don't want to have sex with me

I don't have to force myself to ask

'Cause I have no idea

__how to make you mine

We won't be together

We'll just stay "just friends"

I like how I'm in the friend zone, eternally

I don't have to make any moves

But something tells me I'm not gonna like

__"never being anything more"

But this is my fuckin' life

No one's ever going to be mine

I'd live my life

But I'd rather just die

But life won't let me kill myself

No matter how many times I think "I've had it"

I can taste the blood

Moving thru my veins

I can feel the wind

Blowing dirt in my eyes

I can see the way

That I am going to die

And it doesn't make sense

Oh no, it doesn't

The world's a stupid place to live

So I just say "fuck it"

Live of in La-La Land

Stuck in a loop-dee-loop

For all of my days

Not knowing that I should be brave

'Cause I don't care to anyway

I've lost the will to hit on women

Because it's always just the same ol' shit

Every time

You won't be mine

But it's not goodbye

I'll stay the stupid asshole

__that you see me as

And live my life

So dead inside

But oh fuckin' well

I don't need to sit and eat chips

__I don't like

They'll sit in my cupboard

Uneaten-up yet

'Because, what the fuck

Nothing's gonna matter

'Cause I'll stay friends with you

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09-18-'18 #1

D. L. Cannon


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