My Life/Mi Vida P.t 2

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The continued adventure of young boy into adulthood

Submitted: September 25, 2018

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Submitted: September 25, 2018

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Well I'm back with the next part of that young boys story. He is now 16 a few months shy of 17 when he first encountered his lack of fear. One night him and his buddy decided to walk over to go play basketball at a church and when they were taking the shortest route through a school they noticed people already playing so that decided to challenge them to a couple games. After a few games were played the boy decided to check his phone and go get a drink of water. After he came back from the drinking fountain he went to look at his phone one more time before continuing, but it was gone and the same 6 people were there And no one left. So he flipped a switch and started calling them all out one by one but denied it till they walked away. he was so pissed he followed them through a dirt track passed a few baseball fields and into a dark neighborhood and this dude that was way bigger than him pulled a gun to his face and his instant reaction was to push his arm out of the way take a step closer and demand his phone back. After that he knew in a time like that his instincts would take over and react accordingly. Once he finally realized this he made sure that he walked humbly and never boasted about a thing. Not because he was a nice guy but he really wanted people to test him and see how far his instincts would take him. He was a pretty good teenager though all he did was play sports and go to school. As well as still living under church rules which drove him wild. He knew that it wasn't the place for him nor did he want to live a sheltered life. From that point on he switched groups of friends stopped being made to go to church and hit the party scene with both feet on the ground and never looked back. He felt free for the first time in his entire life. Even if it was brought to him by a bottle of liquor and dance parties. He began to drink so much to take him out of his mind he started bringing water bottles full of liquor to school as well paying no mind to anything besides how buzzed he was. what got him to slow down was not being able to perform at his best when it came to football he would drag ass at practice and throw everything up. So he checked himself and quit drinking for the time being because football was kept his insanity in check. Time flew by when it came to knowing you were winning, but you only had one goal in life in those moments to be the best not just to prove it to himself, but to get a rise out of everyone who thought they were better than him. As he did it as humbly as possible. Cause you know it's one of the greatest weapons in someone's arsenal. So he continued to adapt and learn as life moved on. So he began to shift into every type of groups of people being able to go anywhere he damn pleased. Which also made it really easy to navigate under the radar. he knew all of the in's and outs in almost any possibility he could have ever put himself in. And the further he strived to learn and keep learning at everything he did. It all came so easy and natural as long as he enjoyed it. So he naturally gravitated towards physical activities. Sports allowed him to be free from stress whatever he was doing was like floating on air his instincts sharpened so quick, so fast, and very often. There was much that could catch him off guard. Except when he was finally 18 and decided to smoke weed for the first time. It flipped a script in his whole mentality and freaked him out into a spiral of paranoia. "Didn't smoke weed again till after a football state championship W....... and did he get stoned" after that life was kind of boring nothing major. So let's fast forward to when he was 20. He some how linked back up with one of his old best friend from elementary school. And I was introduced to Ecstasy as the first hard drug I ever did. It made every one of your senses on full alert there wasn't anything you couldn't do. I can't lie I took them at parties, but my favorite times was always taken them and going on a solo thinking mission and figure life out and damn did he learn some things. He fell in love with the drug so he left it, but he loved the feeling of his brain working on over drive so uppers were the name of his game. if it shut him down.Then it was definitely a no go cause when you're nodding you miss time. so he went to cocain next, then, a bunch of Adderall and Vyvanse. He was shooting for the moon Everytime. When he felt on top of the world it's when he felt at his best. As long as he kept his mind free and didn't allow it to make him crash. He never feared an amount because he lost the ability to fear death he welcomed it. It became an overwhelming feeling that he couldn't control so he always pushed his limits on everything that involved adrenaline. Drugs included it was usually his go to. He got to a point where it all ended up getting old to him. So to get away he moved out to the state of Wisconsin. where he stayed with his uncle and Aunt. His little cousins kept him occupied for a bit till he was stressing out bored out of his skull. So he contacted his uncle he met when he was 11 that he kept in contact with. So he told him to come over in the morning one day and he met this dude named Conor who was a trainer at an mma gym and his uncle told this dude exactly what I was going through and took it upon himself to take that focus and put it in something a little more constructive. That's when he began a 2 year journey in the gym lifting and learning mma. Which ended up getting him sober. With a lot more knowledge to that he took on a flight back to Arizona. He was doing well at least the first month but one thing lead to another he ended up at a complete party house. He got introduced to a whole new life style of the definition of partying. There wasn't a day that went by that he wasn't getting fucked doing every drug under the sun. Glad he was making the money to do so as well. Also got back to the point where death didn't fear him and death fled. So it seems in any encounter where it felt like he was knocking but they didn't let him in. once again the party life got boring once again. Also the money flow got interrupted. So he was back on a flight to Wisconsin. Trying to straighten up once again. Arizona life caught up with him and cops showed up to his house and he arrested him. He spent a month and half journey hit different states fdifferent counties. Finally he hit the infamous 4th ave. Where he would end up spending 3 years of his life in prison. Lost in a different world yet he adapted so quick even ones that weren't suppose to like him began to respect the way he carried himself, handled business, and what he was accomplishing in such a short time. He ended getting noticed by the head of his race and made him become a hitter aka "a torpedo" in prison, which meant when people messed up he was always one of 2 to 3 people that had to fuck them up. He was also in multiple one on one fights in his 3 years. Never took a loss which surprised others but not him when it doesn't even feel like it's him fighting. Prison wasn't as crazy as people made it out to seem it honestly helps people in different ways. Such as education, working, working out, and expanding your mind spiritually which he did all of these things to make sure that his time wasn't a complete waste. Time tended to for by years became months, then weeks, and finally days it was one of the longest, stressful, irritating learning experience he ever had to undergo. As soon as he finally walked on the blacktop of freedom he never looked back to those gates again. It was a continuation of learning through parole programs and working hard again like he was always use to doing; no more fast cash. After a solid 3 months of working and making money he got back into the bar and club scene on his days off. Which he had under control and worked just as hard or harder. 8 months free every thing he had to pay was up to date and he felt like he living and okay life nothing extraordinary, or anything that made him happy but he was going through his routine. There was always something that knocked him off his hinges and this hit him hard. His family decided to keep antagonizing about quitting things because they were wrong, but his definition and their definition for wrong were way different. So that was the first he got kicked out. From there it was the beginning of his down fall because it was hard to find a steady place to go and be at work at 4:45 in the am so he ended up having to quit. And bounced around till he finally found a place for a bit. Which sent him down a rabbit hole into the darkest part of his brain and that was the feeling of being completely alone surrounded by many. He was drinking and doing drugs tough with people who enjoyed living on stand by. It started to drive him insane. He never felt like he was walking amongst friends more like people who were just getting out of their minds. The entire time they hung out he just gathered info about them and didn't release one piece of personal info on what he was really about. The thing that finally brought him to life was meeting a woman he couldn't seem to shake. She arrived from Cali and couldn't help but notice how she carried herself. Instantly he knew that if she really wanted to she could rule the world and this was based on small observations. He wanted to be near her and he couldn't grasp on the reason why because she was so unattainable. He lit up everytime he would look towards her and their eyes would lock like they were always suppose to search in one another's. And then it felt like the next moment she was gone. She moved to the complete opposite side of town with a mutual supposed friend. So after a couple weeks went by. That mutual friend asked him to borrow a couple bucks and to see if wanted to drink at his place. The answer of yes couldn't hit my lips fast enough. He finally got to see the woman with the golden smile. He ended up becoming more and more of himself when he was around her. After a little they started to notice that they were into each other. It did have it's complications but he was willing to risk anything for her. No matter how much she thought he was losing friends he was definitely glad to step away from them. especially to have her. He had one true friend who he actually considered to be a brother. He felt in the deepest parts of his soul if he could have her life would finally bring happiness. When they finally shared their first kiss. They couldn't get enough of one another mentally and sexually. In the midst of all of this they were also losing their place they lived. on the 16th of july everyone that lived at this place parted ways besides them and her son. It was also one of the best days/nights he's ever had. that day was when they officially became a couple. He was excited and insanely in love with her beyond all reason. They ended up moving to the middle of no where and in the beginning it was perfect. Things kept trickling down that effected him which effected her. And the product of their environment didn't help at all which he believes is the root of the problems that started messing with him. What made it worse was a couple months down the road He ended up running low on funds and had no way to get to and from anything close enough. So he went back to his side of town and the only thing alluding him from achieving the things he needs to is a birth certificate. Which is why he plans on setting everything up in a perfect sequence that will lead up to the question "Will you step out of your comfort zone. and touch the stars with mme. stop being so damn scared. You don't want something different because the way your heart feels like If you stepped into the circle ???? then you have no clue where that can take you. It's like running in the dark. and the unexpected may just end up being a good thing. It's honestly what freaks them both out one sees so far and the other usually lives for the moment whatever happens happens. So he adapted once again. He shall try things her way don't plan for the future but to live in the moments together. He promises to tone down how much he speaks on the future. "besides one major thing that could or couldn't be part of their lives." Theirs so many things he wants for her and he wants to know if she'll be patient and he'll make sure they cross the finish line higher than the stratosphere " the layer of the earth's atmosphere above the troposphere, extending to about (32) miles (50 km) above the earth's surface (the lower boundary of the mesosphere)' because you have to be some very important people, strong willed, and something to offer the world to reach the 32 life line. Its like a renew button. You go through some shit that brings you back from the brink of death and all if sudden the universe starts working for you. That's when you start paying attention to your horoscopes a lot more, transitioning to your tarot readings, because nothing seems to be off at all. Its how you figure out if you're on your correct path. Everything is we use is a tool to figure out if we are going the correct way. Because to figure out exactly who you are would almost be impossible because we all constantly change and adapt from every situation you have ever been through from insanely horrific or off the walls amazing. So keep what's deep in your core and you'll shoot and do nothing but score so keep dreaming and wishing and the stars will fall by your simple glance. So you have to pick your poison the life where you know where the ending has already been written, or where everything is happening so quick with out effort when we finally just let go and decided to live in the moment. But when we are so territorial, jealous, protective. We get caught up in our minds in every situation. I definitely know it's going to be hard but once we strive and accomplish to understand one another. In regards of the way they feel, the way they act, and everything in between emotionally, mentally, verbally, and sexually in a perfect balance. And there's multiple possibilities but they all end with you reaching the top in any direction you go. So it's time to choose the blue pill or the red pill. The choice ultimately was going to come down to you and for you to hold as your own personal secret that no one has." through lessons learned from her he in every manner spoken above he gained his confidence, ambition, drive, and creativity once again He will forever be thanking her. He knows that he shall succeed, and doesn't want to share his life with anyone but her. So he finally started weeding things out of his head and to concentrate on their moments together. Since they were becoming limited. This is where he sits in the present chasing love!? Shall she continue to follow him even if it carries her to the depth of hell or the gates of heaven!?


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