Confused

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Status: In Progress  |  Genre: Other  |  House: Booksie Classic

How can things change so quickly?

I asked myself this always "How" . How is this possible in just one day everything feels like all I have worked on in therapy is gone . I don't remember anything except for my hallucination I had at 4:00am. Could it be a sign that my meds aren't working or am I really falling apart. I wanna feel alive but the only thing I feel is NUMBNESS. I feel so empty. I just want to cry without anyone noticing me. I want to be able to feel emotions. I need to be free from all the negatives. All I know how to do is keep it hidden inside. I want to ask for help but I just don't have it in me . It's like I'm trapped. I have no exit. There's nothing I can do. I feel I ain't here. Everything makes me feel worse than I already feel. I sit here just hoping it will go away but I'm growing too impatient and wanting to give up but I need to be strong. I have to be a survivor. Get through my problems. Cope with it in any way I can. I'm CONFUSED on why I feel this way ...


Submitted: September 28, 2018

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