i never will

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Status: In Progress  |  Genre: Romance  |  House: Booksie Classic

Submitted: October 16, 2018

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I don’t know about you,
You don’t know me too.
But I feel the same as you,
No one goes what we go through.

No one ever will,
But let my tell the story.
Of how we beat ourselves down,
Until in emotions we drown.
 
Becoming you doesn’t feel nice,
Especially when the soul is captured in a vice,
We call it life.
 
I’ll never see through you,
 like you feel.
Invisible not invincible,
And that’s what scares you.

I don’t get scared easily,
Never will.
Always breathing never give up still.
You find him better,
Breaking you and hurting me too.

Don’t be selfish,
When I want to be.
Don’t blame yourself when your all I want to see.

It wasn’t a mistake,
I wanted to hold you.
Help you save yourself,
I also need your help.

You have what I don’t have,
You need what I do.
Trust and love feel different,
But only when I look at you.

How do you crawl back to him when I trusted you.
Feed my being with your smile,
Laugh when I know you want to cry.
Be here or don’t be at all, 
Because living a second life is torture.

Being different like we are,
And still finding each other.
It feels special.

Well it did,
Now I hold my own hand.

Trust became a curse,
That scorned me more then I dreamed.

Being me,
Was just not enough.

Letting go,
Never felt right.

Holding on,
Doesn’t feel strong.

I’m weak and needy,
Keeping your scent precious to me.
All the time I spent try to do the same for you.

Your lips touch mine and I can’t wash the feeling away.
It’s caught me like I thought you wanted.
I don’t know what you want.

I never will,
No one ever will,
But let me tell the story.
Of how we beat ourselves down,
Until in emotions we drown.


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