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Status: Finished  |  Genre: Other  |  House: Booksie Classic

Submitted: December 01, 2018

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Have you ever wanted to cry but you are so numb that no tears will come out. so you just curl up in a ball and stare blankly at a wall. Feeling your heart break into a million little pieces. And in that moment nothing anyone says means anything...cause in that moment you do not exist...

And in that moment you feel as if everything is closeing in on you. Everything and everyone you ever loved have become meaningless. Cause this darkness... This immense Shadow of dispair...just engulfs you like a raging forest fire. And that's all you can focus on.

The rest of the world is gone. This shadow brings with it a raging war inside your head. A war that will never be won. It is a war between your sanity and the darkness of insanity. And some days it feels like the darkness is winning.

The utter lonelyness... It is the feeling of being surrounded by people yet you still feel utterly alone. It's a lonelyness that rocks you to your very core of existence.

And the pain...the constant feeling of having a knife in your heart. It is a pain no band-aid can heal. It is a pain of long past wounds that never heal.

The pain that others have caused. The wounds break open every time your reminded of the painful incounters.

The mental damage caused by all of this pain and darkness is enough to drive anyone over the edge. 

Only the strong can endure the war ragging and make it out better then they were.


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