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I Feel You, See You, And Accept You

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Status: In Progress  |  Genre: Non-Fiction  |  House: Booksie Classic
Enter the mind of a human infected with street poison. His search for redemption can only be found in death. Living by death's side most of his life, this punishing feeling followed him until that good day. With his anticipation of death's arrival at every turn, he never truly experienced life. Life was a prison for him. The destruction he caused trapped him within an internal hell. Although scared of death, he knows anything will be better then life. Frustration to find forgiveness has kept him in a state of self-produced insanity. He says good bye to life and welcomes death.

Submitted: December 04, 2018

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I Feel You, See You, And Accept You

 

I know now, that my time is near. I sense your presence right, left and to my rear. When will you arrive to retrieve what was never mine? My soul suffers consumed with hopelessness, has this been enough time? I beg of you, to allow me to correct my wrongs before my exit. Please let me drop to one knee, in front of my mother so she can bless it. What I owe the creator I intend to honor. You must empathetically understand that I have been my own father. I hurt, I damaged, I destroyed many things. Most importantly will you forgive me the missing human beings? My world is closing in, becoming much darker. I know I have come to the end, I will not be here much longer. Farewell to those that at one point were true. I must leave now; my debt is much over-due. I run, I hide, I close my eyes praying she will just walk away. But it is certain she is now me and she’s here to stay. Her presence is strong but, yet I can’t see. When will you appear, when will you take me? We have been face to face twice before. Once when I lay dying on that cold concrete floor. You have entered my body and put a stop to my heart. I was left to question why I didn’t depart. Why now? What has Changed? Is it the rules I continuously disobey? Front and center, you stand to collect what is your's. I sense your arrival even when behind closed doors. Lurking and hiding you stand in the shadow. Bringing insanity at every hour. My days are invaded with complete agony. My nights are much worse with reoccurring dreams. My deepest sympathy to the victim’s mother, father and entire family. I now lay in the dirt devoured by the centipedes. May my body rot and bones turn to sand. I now return to where this all began. I cannot proclaim that this life I will miss. Just say good bye with a beautiful kiss. I never quite fit, was absent to pre-vail. Better off deceased in heaven or hell. When you approach stare me in the eyes. I feel you, see you, and accept me to die. This must be home, because I rest in peace. Finally, the noise in my head has been ceased. Continue with life and be happy for me. Life was a cage I have been set free. 

Temoc Sol

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