my loss to god

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Status: Finished  |  Genre: Poetry  |  House: Booksie Classic
guilty feelings you have when you lose to someone you do not truly understand

Submitted: January 04, 2019

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This is hard for me to admit, But I may be the one to blame For my head and my heart are at war When it comes to life and what we believe That I know we'll never be the same. I'm like Elsa and your like Anna Polar opposites on earth, That sometimes it feels like agony, pure and simple And no power on earth can cure it but silence, or better yet no birth For how can I acknowledge, what I do not trust, How can I see what is truly not there, How can I feel what I cannot touch How can I hear, what is not spoken How can I understand what to me is ludicrous.

Yet I must put this so called blind faith in the lord, not that I believe, but because without him, there is no you, no happiness, no smiles, no kind words, no kind actions. Just no you..........

So now I know what sacrificing feels like, Cause I'm losing my sister to the one above For isn't that what its all about, God before others, before family.

So I do hope you will understand That for us to cherish the love we once had, there will only be silence whenever we're near For I am no Doctor Who, nor am I smart enough to filter my words when around you.

I will always love you, but it has forever changed as You've hurt me deeply, not with your words, But with your actions And only time will forgive us both. Atleast I can only hope


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